the remake of cookie's blog!

this blog gonna be 1 yr older very soon~
i was thinking to 're-design' the layout since last year but i was too lazy to do it.
oh well, lets see what ideas i will have and what u will see soon :)
since i'm done with my stuff i got 'more' time for myself for this new beginning.
hope it begin well too


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side topic:

=_= i dont know if it is my fault or the photostat machine's fault. theres an error typo on my hardbound of my FYP. tittle: " TP CLIENT"
zzz wtf is TP client.... transfer protocol client?!?! *someone will say this* transfer si mi sai?! keke rite?* by right it should be "FTP CLIENT"
anyway i was lucky,that i went to collect few days before submission for hardbound
it looks.. like a pro's work.. *as someone else will use the term 'solid'* but i dun think i will suggest that u open up to see its content =x the hard cover really helps! haha
anyway i'm gonna collect it later +_+ never felt happier to submit something w/o rushing

mini message to earth

sry earth i did not turn off my light to show my support to save u from danger...
but earth i have turn off both my desktop and laptop whole day which takes up more energy than turning off all the lights in my house
i promises that when i'm done with my faking projects and assignment i will never turn on my desktop and laptop for more than 24hrs

^_^ P E A C E . E A R T H

END of the BOSS nitemare?

seriously i dont think i did well or what i expected on my FYP
i was rushing for things to be done
i'm slow at doing it
what did i miss out ?
- my doc, implementation part i just anyhow find some funny codes with the screen shot of the system... paste and explain a lil, no full codes, no full picture
- testing part, believe me i'm a great liar
- conclusion, wasted 2 pages of rubbish writings
- language - i hope i did well on my report of nothingness!
- Q analysis, partly i think i did ok, the rest was like... nvm
- i screw up the whole doc with some numbering in the beginning of tittle and empty in the end, but i hv 'try' to made an content page looks as 'nice' as possible
- my reference was a disaster (dun ask... i guess if i pass this i should "tong kai bai san" sry mei... i hv to kill ur chicks)
- my system proposal was nothing special, just manage to 'bluff' my supervisor on some functions
- the beginning part doesn't looks great at all to cover my FYP backside
- thank god i have made + - 15k of miserable words in my life
i have never felt happy.. i'm such a great liar with reference and citations to support my lies ( see i'm such a pro at this for 4 yrs already)

in the end i hv managed to get to apiit on time to print + bind my docs, it manage to pile up to 100 pages++ (full text of coz, i decided to take out some un'reference'ed images out coz i got no time to find where the heck that img i got it from) went to the 'shop' i was there waitting for my doc to be bind, then tat guy mess up mine and bind someone else's instead of mine FIRST... it was 1845 when i reached the lvl1 floor of the 'shop' i was there.. was waiting.. and someone that came by 1850 got to hand in his fyp first instead of mine at 1905... WTF WTF WTFFFFF

*emo*
but i would love to tank thanks my friends who helped me alot
bright - thx for sending me a demo of ur doc and gantt chart, w/o them i cant finish on time!!
jack - a big thanks for u to help me on my c#
someone call himself TAN AH BUI - thx for asking me back questions (alot of question) on my 'DELETE' function code when its not working well, for entertaining me the most and also on my survey
tony - thx for teaching me how to start my UML diagrams and spare a nite of rushing FYP and helping me a bit on the server side
jasmine- thx for helping me spread the survey link!
gling - thx for entertaining me when i was sometime a bit sot sot u were always there!
cyrus - thx for entertaining me also @ msn when i was too stress to continue my FYP
HONG!!! - thx alot for buying the tic!! whaha SEE U SOON!! remember our date k~
my friends who helped me on things i cant do, replacing me and talked to me when i was not happy.. well, another big thank you to all and also on the survey who made up 50 of real people clicking on the link
(special thx to my virtual and not so virtual friends - kane, kat, lisa, bjtard, cheok, bell mama, keo, ying , smelly bin [for always being here for the pass 4 years =D, dear kane and bjtard... if u are reading this... f u both!) my vice president and kev thx for the hottest gossips and supporting me =x)

if i dint list down ur name i'm really sorry! i will tank thank you personally

my mama - thx for not asking me to do something when i said i'm busy
my papa - thx for not asking me to turn on ur www.4D.com
my mei- thx for not disturbing me, helped mama when i was busy
my jun- thx for helping me play rock legend =x and buying me lunch!
my bro - thx for hosting ur 18th bday party at home and made me helping with all the stuff and u dint even thx me for helping in ur freaking blog, thx ur useless unhelpful fren like u instead, thx god i hv a bro like u

who else i'm missing...
some few people for bugging me thx for bugging me
some few people for not helping when i ask for help thx for giving me more problems, ur help is truly not helping.. thx!
and all the people i know who doesnt really helped me at all thx for not helping =D
aiks.. i should hv include this into my FYP doc "acknowledgment" page!!

dam ccsd... ur the mini boss i'm gonna catcha soon
i'm not gonna take ur re-sit or re-module !!
i'm at least gonna take 6 from u!! betta watcahout

*emo* too bad my money is not enough

T_T Y? coz i need my money to go Thailand and soon in may... y am i emo?!?! coz i cant use the money i HAVE to buy 2 things...

what 2 things??!?!!?

i hv set my eye on DMC-LX3
T_T nuuuuuu.....
whats another thing i wanna have?
THE COACH HERITAGE STRIPE TOTE

T_T.... *continue emo*

ask $$ from parents?

y should i?

@_@ relex for 5min, ccsd assignment is killing my brain cells!

latest song tat IS playing in my HEAD!!





and the most most most fav !!

Ex- Pan-Fee-Seous

*=x just some random tittle*
its 4am in the morning, i had been 'editing' my FYP system started at yday's afternoon after i pick up my bros from 'The Mines'. Jun get a sandwich@subway for me with took him for like less than 10mins before my arrival, y cant he do it? that i have to wait for him for like another 20mins+? i hate hate and hate waiting for someone without telling me how long i should wait for him. i hate to call someone that couldnt answer my call when i need him urgently... yes i'm bias and i still hated him... thx jun for his treat that cheers me up a lil while waitting.. coz i'm hungry =x
i'm like trying to stay away from McD coz the scale had rise again T_T.. nuuuuu!!!

maybe coz i'm stressed sometime and i feel hungry at few times faster =x

i'm excited yet panic and feeling nauseous

i'm excited coz in about a week more... my FYP burden will be over, my assignment will be completed

i'm also excited to see my darlings at www.coach.com =X i had set my eyes on some of these cutie lil darlings to be mine soon; will try to poison my mama on these... since she wanna get another one for herself... so.. i can pick up those i like and tell her.. use ur current one.. whahahah... DARLINGS ARE NEVER TOO MUCH!!

i'm stressed to finish everything ASAP
i'm excited and stressed coz my system is 80% done today and urged to finish all the functions by tomorrow to show it to my supervisor

i'm feeling panic coz my fyp due date is by wed next week on the 25
i'm stresssssed and panic coz my assignment due date is 5 days after the due date of my fyp

few days back.. i got a sms from a fren of mine that sound like this

dear all. my beloved father xxx(fren's dad's name) and ur dearest close friend now is in a great chronic of illness which he tempo suffer from brain dead n rite now coma in sjmc icu. i m here looking for ur wishes, pray n regards to him. plz spread me ur love to wake him up. tq

huh? wtf is this... i sent a late reply " what happend?" it dint reply me
i'm not sure is this a joke or not, but i dont wanna remind myself of what happened to my uncle and a friend of mine. mayb u can say that i'm inhuman, i dont really care if he is real or not. if ur dead, i still hv to life on, in short...

heck care

u wanna feel sad.. when someone die or something.. a person u dun get to see everyday, not even close to u... wtf u feeling sad for? knowing a person .. so what?
just open the newspaper... u can see someone passed away or even better killed in an accident... or suicide (reminds me of some girl killed herself and made it to the top story in forum, and theres actually someone feel very sad for her... and scolded me for saying something; wait till someone from ur real life die, u will cry for a week? month? year? forever?)

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=.= gosh... i cant wake up for friday classes... my phone's alarm nudges until batt. run dry LOL
what i did today was... trying to get some of my system function to work.. but dam it.. it keeps giv me something i least expected. it worked... partly work...
so mayb i call my system partly working ClingFTP.... i love to program i love to code i love doing all this
i'm celebrating every function working with a sip of icy carlsberg !!!

another use of toothpaste!

watch to de-stress after doing ur FYP!! =x