Cookie's BLOG

say good bye to blogspot

2010-02-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

thanks to kenny, i'm shifting. i'll be no longer blogging in blogspot.

to support my friend. i'll be active in cookiecrumbles.mystorax.com

=) let me know if you are interested to join this domain as well. for FREE of coz !

busy 2010

2010-02-05T01:06:00.002+08:00

I'm SO BUSY!!! =_= on my work !
but i kinda like it :) coz of the $_$
i just cant wake up in the morn tat's all hehe
i got to see and learn how to do presentation =D see my bosses in action...

and i'm so pissed off at work as well..... IDIOT ! i'll just close my eye and go with it until this end.
SOON!!

just have 2hrs at home to relax and work on my mini project.! 3/6 to go! will upload pic when its done =D

lovin my gf1!~

Testing I

2010-01-12T23:46:00.006+08:00

just testing on default setting from GF1.... hvnt got time to really 'configure' and read the user manual. i'm still taking photo in the evening maybe on the weekend i'll try outdoor.
this time with white light. check out iA mode, auto focus:

From GF1

scene mode, with some manual focus:

From GF1

hmm.... like nth special... needs more creativity on shots as well as the objects.

i'm so stupid...

2010-01-11T14:04:00.003+08:00

=_= after waiting so long for my SD card. my friends are more impatient than i am. asking me to get one while waiting for it to come. OKAY... Y SHOULD I GET SOMETHING WHEN I DUN NEED IT SO URGENTLY?!?!?! 4g + 8g high speed card is coming! ( but dont ask me when! )

i'm stupid. =_= was discussing with my fren last nite. Abt going to Kuching, driving around there with GPS. " Hey i have GPS came with my Persona", he said " OH YEA... but is ur map updated". i " Ohh.. should be still new coz i just got it last year around july. its saved in a SD card"....... =_= did i just said SD?

i flew home.. HAHAHA kinda coz its a high way with no cars and kinda scary to drive home late. i could just close my eyes i know where to turn.. DUH... i had been using tat way for like more than 10yrs ... before i started driving! ( of cause i dint close my eyes la).
WoAH! 2g SD card!!! i tested my very first shot! on iA mode!!! i dont know if it was a good quality or not.. coz i;m so dam sleepy at 3am in the morn.
it took awhile to save the image. (must be this cheap-palia-SD-CARD). i could hear *Ci-CAK*. then a icon showing its still saving the image =_= 5sec i guess?
i turn on yellow light in my room while testing. Surprised to see this first image saved, looks something like this...

From GF1

with scene mode. forget what its called..

From GF1

i'm gotta learn how to use this monster. too many buttons. too many mode. too much fun stuff yet to be discover :)

i dont....

2010-01-09T02:55:00.005+08:00

i dont smile ... coz i dont have a good smile...

i dont sing... coz i dont have a good voice...

i dont talk... coz i love to listen to u...

i dont sleep... coz i'm afraid i'm gonna dream about u because i miss u... =/

my darling! GF1

2010-01-03T03:04:00.003+08:00

just for showing off... i got nothing better to post =)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=188405&id=602189936&l=00a52e6df2

Happy New year 2010!

2010-01-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

A new start in 2010.

lets start with my resolutions this year, thinking of it.

no resolutions are the best resolutions :)

i dont care of u dont agree with me. why do you make up some stupid resolutions then you change your mind later in the year? man, live your life to the fullest! no restrictions !
i did said i wanted to quit drinking, after awhile i was too young to stop! haha XD i enjoy trying something new. i dont drink that often but just when i drink i do smoke socially; this is kinda bad yet i still doing it. who cares =) i know. stop. you dont need some resolution for the year, just start what you wanna do and keep at it. ( opps, i mean myself. =p)
what a kick start for a new year. i spend the whole day of the first day in 2010 working; as well as the whole weekend!. i wasnt complaining. i have a choice. i just pick to work. rather than having a holiday in the first day of the year, FOR WHAT? rest? you can rest in peace when you are dead. well yeah, i'm materialistic. i admit that i am. for the sake of my wish list, its getting longer everyday i walk around klcc. damn it! i need them so much to satisfy my needs.. haha!

Movie Review : Sherlock Holmes

2009-12-26T19:51:00.008+08:00

today 'was' BOXING DAY! I'm not celebrating Christmas but i LOVE boxing day =P ( i went shopping today with my bro) i got myself a shirt, and a coat(just nice for me in the cinema, dam cold =_= raining outside, turn the hall freezing or issit just me with casual shorts) . cute and simple!

okay... my sis reco me to watch this movie Sherlock Holmes. (she watched last week with my parents! without telling me!!!!!!! opps i was working OT that day =X) i was like... sherlock holmes what movie was THATZ! my bro went looking for some 'part time' interview while i went for the cinema. his choice was sherlock holmes! i wanted to watch avatar in 3D so...i drop it. surprised that i could get good seats today 2hrs before showing time.
i was like 'blur' as usual, went in, have my seat, movie started. " EHHHH AH DI.. THIS GUY... IRON MAN RITE? " XD hahaha!!! yeah! i got no freaking idea whos the casts. ironman aka Robert Downey, Jr =) one of the actorsss i admired. i'm so in love with his killer looks, the way he speaks ( his scripts) , the way he looks in the eye, his moves flirt!, i totally thinks he is cute. opps.. man he is HWAT! *drools*

aiks!.. too much okay back to the movie... " GO WATCH IT IF U LIKE ROBERT DOWNEY!!!"
XD haha not be to a spoiler here.
i felt its nice for you who like detective , suspense , mystery, fan of sherlock holmes stories. ohh i have read some of sherlock holmes while in skool, dont compare. its a m-o-v-i-e with some fight scene *thumbs up* taken place in dirty old dark London. i BET there's sherlock holmes II. ironman II is coming!~ XD

ohhh i just love the scene Robert Downey, Jr naked on bed, with handcuffs on ..... XD LOL!!!

=_= paid my phone bill this morn. they BLOCK ME on CHRISTMAS MORN! and for the 2nd time this month WTF!

l0nely xmas again

2009-12-22T22:26:00.004+08:00

sigh, I tot I could spend my xmas with my GF. but it seems like i need to wait for another year again. my GF is still dead!

=) if u read this , read my xmas wish list as well.

My Xmas Wish List
- eva clutch (damier) no mono no AA no AAA

i'm not greedy... i have only one item in my wish list =D

soon gone 2009

2009-12-20T03:34:00.003+08:00

IT HAS BEEN SO LONG AGO IT HAS BEEN ABANDONED.

No one really reads my blog anyway :) i so wanna learn how to create template for blog skin. it would be so much better if someone could create a customize skin for me. gee gee geee

had been started working few like a few months by now. feeling so bored! not with my work but my life! plain boring, woke up rush to work, after work , stuck in traffic for awhile, and i'm home again; same next morn. i'm like totally need da save some $$ for my darling GF1. waiting for memory card =/

and suddenly i miss my days traveling in Thailand and Singapore. i love to travel alot. just cant wait what next my dad gonna plan for CNY trip. well, he suggested going to Egypt (doubt that it would be successful, going away from home in CNY!. since he already 'cheated' my feeling going singapore to visit my relative THEN HE SAID HE GOT PROJECT ON!! TURN ME OFF ALOT *EMO*

just had a supper with my buddies, planing for xmas week. i'm in a dilemma! should i? i wanted to attend my aunt's mini family gathering =/ i guess they would ask about my bros' gf. then relate to me. asking common questions like... no dates? where ur bf?... i'm so hate these questions! *takes out GF1.. " I NO BF.. BUT I GOT ONE GF!"* =P

okay enough.. i'll keep it for next post

the remake of cookie's blog!

2009-04-02T04:33:00.002+08:00

this blog gonna be 1 yr older very soon~
i was thinking to 're-design' the layout since last year but i was too lazy to do it.
oh well, lets see what ideas i will have and what u will see soon :)
since i'm done with my stuff i got 'more' time for myself for this new beginning.
hope it begin well too

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side topic:

=_= i dont know if it is my fault or the photostat machine's fault. theres an error typo on my hardbound of my FYP. tittle: " TP CLIENT"
zzz wtf is TP client.... transfer protocol client?!?! *someone will say this* transfer si mi sai?! keke rite?* by right it should be "FTP CLIENT"
anyway i was lucky,that i went to collect few days before submission for hardbound
it looks.. like a pro's work.. *as someone else will use the term 'solid'* but i dun think i will suggest that u open up to see its content =x the hard cover really helps! haha
anyway i'm gonna collect it later +_+ never felt happier to submit something w/o rushing

mini message to earth

2009-03-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

sry earth i did not turn off my light to show my support to save u from danger...
but earth i have turn off both my desktop and laptop whole day which takes up more energy than turning off all the lights in my house
i promises that when i'm done with my faking projects and assignment i will never turn on my desktop and laptop for more than 24hrs

^_^ P E A C E . E A R T H

END of the BOSS nitemare?

2009-03-28T01:14:00.004+08:00

seriously i dont think i did well or what i expected on my FYP
i was rushing for things to be done
i'm slow at doing it
what did i miss out ?
- my doc, implementation part i just anyhow find some funny codes with the screen shot of the system... paste and explain a lil, no full codes, no full picture
- testing part, believe me i'm a great liar
- conclusion, wasted 2 pages of rubbish writings
- language - i hope i did well on my report of nothingness!
- Q analysis, partly i think i did ok, the rest was like... nvm
- i screw up the whole doc with some numbering in the beginning of tittle and empty in the end, but i hv 'try' to made an content page looks as 'nice' as possible
- my reference was a disaster (dun ask... i guess if i pass this i should "tong kai bai san" sry mei... i hv to kill ur chicks)
- my system proposal was nothing special, just manage to 'bluff' my supervisor on some functions
- the beginning part doesn't looks great at all to cover my FYP backside
- thank god i have made + - 15k of miserable words in my life
i have never felt happy.. i'm such a great liar with reference and citations to support my lies ( see i'm such a pro at this for 4 yrs already)

in the end i hv managed to get to apiit on time to print + bind my docs, it manage to pile up to 100 pages++ (full text of coz, i decided to take out some un'reference'ed images out coz i got no time to find where the heck that img i got it from) went to the 'shop' i was there waitting for my doc to be bind, then tat guy mess up mine and bind someone else's instead of mine FIRST... it was 1845 when i reached the lvl1 floor of the 'shop' i was there.. was waiting.. and someone that came by 1850 got to hand in his fyp first instead of mine at 1905... WTF WTF WTFFFFF

*emo*
but i would love to ~~tank~~ thanks my friends who helped me alot
bright - thx for sending me a demo of ur doc and gantt chart, w/o them i cant finish on time!!
jack - a big thanks for u to help me on my c#
someone call himself TAN AH BUI - thx for asking me back questions (alot of question) on my 'DELETE' function code when its not working well, for entertaining me the most and also on my survey
tony - thx for teaching me how to start my UML diagrams and spare a nite of rushing FYP and helping me a bit on the server side
jasmine- thx for helping me spread the survey link!
gling - thx for entertaining me when i was sometime a bit sot sot u were always there!
cyrus - thx for entertaining me also @ msn when i was too stress to continue my FYP
HONG!!! - thx alot for buying the tic!! whaha SEE U SOON!! remember our date k~
my friends who helped me on things i cant do, replacing me and talked to me when i was not happy.. well, another big thank you to all and also on the survey who made up 50 of real people clicking on the link
(special thx to my virtual and not so virtual friends - kane, kat, lisa, bjtard, cheok, bell mama, keo, ying , smelly bin [for always being here for the pass 4 years =D, dear kane and bjtard... if u are reading this... f u both!) my vice president and kev thx for the hottest gossips and supporting me =x)

if i dint list down ur name i'm really sorry! i will ~~tank~~ thank you personally

my mama - thx for not asking me to do something when i said i'm busy
my papa - thx for not asking me to turn on ur www.4D.com
my mei- thx for not disturbing me, helped mama when i was busy
my jun- thx for helping me play rock legend =x and buying me lunch!
my bro - thx for hosting ur 18th bday party at home and made me helping with all the stuff and u dint even thx me for helping in ur freaking blog, thx ur useless unhelpful fren like u instead, thx god i hv a bro like u

who else i'm missing...
some few people for bugging me thx for bugging me
some few people for not helping when i ask for help thx for giving me more problems, ur help is truly not helping.. thx!
and all the people i know who doesnt really helped me at all thx for not helping =D
aiks.. i should hv include this into my FYP doc "acknowledgment" page!!

dam ccsd... ur the mini boss i'm gonna catcha soon
i'm not gonna take ur re-sit or re-module !!
i'm at least gonna take 6 from u!! betta watcahout

emo too bad my money is not enough

2009-03-28T00:52:00.003+08:00

T_T Y? coz i need my money to go Thailand and soon in may... y am i emo?!?! coz i cant use the money i HAVE to buy 2 things...

what 2 things??!?!!?

i hv set my eye on DMC-LX3
T_T nuuuuuu.....
whats another thing i wanna have?
THE COACH HERITAGE STRIPE TOTE

T_T.... *continue emo*

ask $$ from parents?

y should i?

@_@ relex for 5min, ccsd assignment is killing my brain cells!

2009-03-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

latest song tat IS playing in my HEAD!!

and the most most most fav !!

Ex- Pan-Fee-Seous

2009-03-20T03:49:00.005+08:00

*=x just some random tittle*
its 4am in the morning, i had been 'editing' my FYP system started at yday's afternoon after i pick up my bros from 'The Mines'. Jun get a sandwich@subway for me with took him for like less than 10mins before my arrival, y cant he do it? that i have to wait for him for like another 20mins+? i hate hate and hate waiting for someone without telling me how long i should wait for him. i hate to call someone that couldnt answer my call when i need him urgently... yes i'm bias and i still hated him... thx jun for his treat that cheers me up a lil while waitting.. coz i'm hungry =x
i'm like trying to stay away from McD coz the scale had rise again T_T.. nuuuuu!!!

maybe coz i'm stressed sometime and i feel hungry at few times faster =x

i'm excited yet panic and feeling nauseous

i'm excited coz in about a week more... my FYP burden will be over, my assignment will be completed

i'm also excited to see my darlings at www.coach.com =X i had set my eyes on some of these cutie lil darlings to be mine soon; will try to poison my mama on these... since she wanna get another one for herself... so.. i can pick up those i like and tell her.. use ur current one.. whahahah... DARLINGS ARE NEVER TOO MUCH!!

i'm stressed to finish everything ASAP
i'm excited and stressed coz my system is 80% done today and urged to finish all the functions by tomorrow to show it to my supervisor

i'm feeling panic coz my fyp due date is by wed next week on the 25
i'm stresssssed and panic coz my assignment due date is 5 days after the due date of my fyp

few days back.. i got a sms from a fren of mine that sound like this

dear all. my beloved father xxx(fren's dad's name) and ur dearest close friend now is in a great chronic of illness which he tempo suffer from brain dead n rite now coma in sjmc icu. i m here looking for ur wishes, pray n regards to him. plz spread me ur love to wake him up. tq

huh? wtf is this... i sent a late reply " what happend?" it dint reply me
i'm not sure is this a joke or not, but i dont wanna remind myself of what happened to my uncle and a friend of mine. mayb u can say that i'm inhuman, i dont really care if he is real or not. if ur dead, i still hv to life on, in short...

heck care

u wanna feel sad.. when someone die or something.. a person u dun get to see everyday, not even close to u... wtf u feeling sad for? knowing a person .. so what?
just open the newspaper... u can see someone passed away or even better killed in an accident... or suicide (reminds me of some girl killed herself and made it to the top story in forum, and theres actually someone feel very sad for her... and scolded me for saying something; wait till someone from ur real life die, u will cry for a week? month? year? forever?)

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=.= gosh... i cant wake up for friday classes... my phone's alarm nudges until batt. run dry LOL
what i did today was... trying to get some of my system function to work.. but dam it.. it keeps giv me something i least expected. it worked... partly work...
so mayb i call my system partly working ClingFTP.... i love to program i love to code i love doing all this
i'm celebrating every function working with a sip of icy carlsberg !!!

another use of toothpaste!

2009-03-12T01:33:00.001+08:00

watch to de-stress after doing ur FYP!! =x

mini SoftToy KeyChains

2009-03-09T19:17:00.003+08:00

not to be cute or trying to be creative O_o just got this idea pop up into my brain few months ago
when my mama gave me a key for my 'hse's rooms key' just an ordinary key with a ' string' as a 'keychain'.... i felt it was like a naked key. i cant stand key that plain. (lol yea i need something to tell me tats something and thats a key... even a dog has its own chain rite?!) i had STM and always... I MEAN ALWAYS mis-place my stuff; esp tiny ones. my siblings LVOE i mean LOVE to get toys from McD's happy meals ESP softtoys like from sesame street, hello kitty, etc and my ghey bro love to act cute by collecting teddies. we have so much of them in a box from tiny to a 3yr old size. the tiny ones are basiclly useless coz it'z so tiny even when u sit on it ur backside wont feel a thing... so i just tie the key with my fav ~~EMO~~ ELMO... it become my cute red special key chain =D
then my ghey bro copy my idea... he does the same for his with a cookie monster...
one day my mama mis-place her key... and found it somewhere in her room... might as well giv her another tiny bear to "stand out" from collecting dust bunnies in the box. wala~~! photo time...

aiks... i should be doing my fyp... see books and paper all around my table? =X excuses

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! stressss

fyp fyp fyp... end.of.post.

a simple personaly quiz ^^

2009-03-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

after 'peeking' at cyrus's blog a post he made on some personality quiz at this link (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx); well y not giv it a try... is free ( yes i'm a cheapo)

Q: Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you?
A: A yellow corn field against a brilliant blue sky.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (O_o maybe.... is true?)

Q: What do you see near your feet?
A: A bottle
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (lol half is true i guess)

Q: Will you pick it up?
A: No
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (this is 100% true... as in i preferred to know someone in real life well enough first =x)

Q: You walk along and find water. In what form is the water?
A: A river
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. ( this is not so true... O_o no one dates me eh)

Q: You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like? please ans
A: A beautiful antique key
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. ( hmm... i dun really like to study hard... i love to learn something... half is true)

Q: Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it?
A: A hut with a garden full of flowers
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. ( grad by mid of 2009, looking for job very soon)

Q: What do you do next?
A: Look into the window
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. ( aiks... this is reading what i had in mind, darn FYP!!! GOSH... i hvnt started my career!! freaky!! )

Q: Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it?
A: A spider
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. ( true... i 'll wear t-shirt , short pants and slipper everywhere i go from now =X)

Q: Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see? p
A: A beach with waves crashing onto the sand.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (Opps... i tot girls are always like tat.... PMS ma)

*hint hint*

'very late' spring cleaning

2009-03-02T20:52:00.007+08:00

=_= i have lost my Bluetooth device and i have ALSO lost my wireless mouse for my lappy...
i somehow arrange my room today and found some cutie figurine i brought while i was at Hong Kong few year back from a gacha machine! =D check it out....

it only cost RM5 after conversion. which was very cheap compare to getting it here in malaysia. which cost about rm8~rm10 each, in bad quality. these look more solid compare to those u get here. saw the blue thing behind most of every photo? =D thats blooQkazoo my sis get it for me when she went to taiwan with my parents =_= oh yea my cutie gacha figurines are not FOR SALE. hehe lets see what else i have to show...

ohh here is a small tiny gift from a cute boy from the orphanage ( when i went on an event for charity somewhere end of last year 08'), a very sweet cute lil boi name thigger (tig-ger not the one from winnie the pooh) he gave this to me as a reward after i 'helped' him colour his 'sand art' ( this fella took more than 5 pieces back) while he busy playing other games.

the size and price of the item doesnt matter. is the sincerity that counts. after helping 10 kids and one return with a sincere gift, i felt happy and i'm so proud to show off to anyone i know =D

never change?

2009-03-01T21:57:00.003+08:00

i'm always in class on time =D

ok that wasnt true =X i'm always late since... since u know me. but something has changed. many things has change actually. i have see things on a different perspective and have notice that sometime explaining too much made me tired of it. i rather just look away and leave it for them to settle. in the another way round, i was at fault again. WHATS WRONG?!!? 'do this also u kena scold, never do also kena scold' cant u just finish the work u should do since we are sharing it under the same roof. u were there cant u just do it? wtf. i really hate to answer the phone. i'll just ignore all the calls till u guys pick it up. its always been me me me me and me. theres never u guys u guys u guys u guys and u guys... just today, i did help, and u took all the credits. i just kept quiet. but hey... u dont have to flame me up huh? u think i'm sitting there playing games? i hope i can play. i hope i can just relax but no i'm not i'm freaking stress on completing my stuff in less than 20days left. i stop playing games since last month. (opps ok exclude tat i play to rest my brain awhile)
they came back from their trip today and giv me tat face again. HUH? with that look that i'm a freeloader? ur exams so u have more priority than i do? how abt my project and assignment that i'm doing since i woke up in the morning rushing for tuesday to show it to my supervisor that i targeted for 70% completeness which i have only like 10%written 60% unwritten, u have ur plans , i dont have any? do i need to show u my plans?
sigh.............. W H A T E V E R!

i had enough! *points* u u u and u... stop treating me as a kid, stand in my shoe, sit on my chair, see the things on my way. u will know how do i feel..

- searching for my bluetooth usb device to upload some photo via phone!-

what will I be doing in few month time after i grad?

2009-02-23T02:58:00.002+08:00

Q: what will you be doing after you grad?

had u ever confront this question when someone asked you?
well i had always failed to answer this question. my friends had asked me. my mama asked me. my aunt uncle relative asked me. even my bro's fren had ask me.
my mind had a sudden bright flash, and everything gone blank. i stared and answer " i got no idea".

years i have been studying for ~~exam~~ myself. and now it almost came to the end of it ( unless i wanted to continue, but fk it man... its killing me) i still got no freaking idea what am i aiming for in this 'course' i taking for like 4 years wtf!

here comes the best part. i have learned nothing! yes nothing at all for these miserable freaking years. might be something wrong with the stupid ppl from my uni changing the modules and messed up all the modules i should have learn. asking my senior i felt that they had learn stuff more than i do. stuff tat are ~~harder~~ challenging and advance. for example, my senior know abt UML and how to use it; i got no fking idea how and what UML looks like... i know is for diagrams but HOW TO USE? DRAW STICKMAN I KNOW LA. the winning award uni-college, yea rite. i'm the winner of all loser. thats absolutely CORRECT!

i so so so ~~fk up~~ screwed up with my FYP now. 30days left with a big pile of shyt for me to clean up. oh damn it... theres one more assignment for me to finish in this miserable days too.
the same question again, WHYTHEFK I CHOOSE THIS PATH!!! ( let me whine a bit more before i resume on my papers... 330am in the morning i'm so so so stressed and afraid that i miss the train). heres a black lil dirty secret. weeks ago i was a bit out of my head, i tried to lxxk for an oxxxxxxxe to xx two of my dirty work tat i struggle to xxxxx it xxx. i let a copy out and that person was likely to decline my request untill i asked " can money solve all your problem?" LOL guess what. a nice reply "this cxxe sxxxy is kinda intresting". WOAH~ i dint know the power of money is so G.R.E.A.T untill now. opps sry man, i'm just testing the power of money. i dint trust him so, i'll just ~~suffer~~ enjoy this myself.

was peep around strangers' blog , i'm just so envy that their life is so... erm.. lucky. with a good life, gf bf, get to travel around, get to do what they like, hving a pretty face, get what they wanted, get problems that dont expect to come, got their path on the right lane... so many more and i'm so jealous now... mine is ok la just tat im a lazyass with a super boring story with some disgusting bugger bugging me. i dont wanna repeat the story of 'that' bugger . i really had some nightmares on that. SO DISGUSTING... YUCK... if i see him again near me, i swear i will just... just... =_= i just cant do it. ahhh nvm that...

------ end. continue emo doin FYP-----

gosh!... sem break ending

2009-02-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

i really had fun on this sem's semester break =x
weeks ago a fren of mine randomly said " hey lets go to Cameron Highlands!" i was like.. " \O.o/ okie let me try to book a stay at cameron using my dad's leisure holiday membership benifits to book a resort-apt room. =_= as usual my dad hv gold fish memories like i do. ( inherit from my dad!! tat's y i cant remember stuff!!) last min after CNY on short notice he was able to get a-day-stay for me at cameron's greenhill resort. well, we expect to hv 4 person or more to join us, sadly only 3 including me can make it. so we continue our plan on 3P =x to cameron. the resort i had is a 3 rooms apartment-resort that were able to fit in 6 people. Yups, we got a room for each person; pretty large space for us. we went around and snap some photo (uploading soon after i get it) and got really drunk that nite after playing some card games =_+ dun ask me how much i drank... i'm the loser... my last drinking session was like years ago, u cant really blame me for K.O on the 14th can of beer!! (tat's more like 1 1/1 tower?) i prefer drinking *cough* orange juice =P dun laugh at me!! (photo avaliable -comming soon) i just couldnt understand why they said i'm funny that night. whats wrong with a red face and stonning at a side suffering to vomit? well.. the person who smell his own shoe was like x100times more funny than i do. ur vote. (just in case he reads my blog, okay u are not smelling ur own shoe.. BUT WHATS WRONG WITH U DRUNK AND STILL CARE FOR UR STINKY SHOE? AND PLAYING WITH THE BLANKET? "cling u wanna be super-woman?" video avaliable soon!!)
the next morning we went to the "BOH" tea farm for breakfast, i dint take much photo here due to "someone" keep asking me to shoot photo of him ONLY. the view there was breath taking as the cafe for u to relax and sip ur warm tea was pretty relaxing.
ohh almost forget abt my STRAWBERRIES STORY! hehe, I LOVE THE STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE WHICH COST ME RM5 per CUP... well it was cheaper than a cup of coffee from starbucks anyway, was WORTH IT; sugar , milk and not to be forgotten fresh strawberries blended in a blender ; the sour sweet a light milky with a STRONG FRESH TASTY AROMA OF STRAWBERRY in every sip... was heaven! (had 2 cup in two days stay in Raju's farm, cameron *if i'm not mistaken of the farm name; if i were wrong the next time u go there just find equatorial hotel.*, O.o addicted!!) we did went to the market to buy some fresh strawberries too... 3 packs for RM20 ; dont know if it was cheap or not. but the joy of spending on aromatic fresh strawberries worth alot more than buying uneatable roses =p --- i just enjoy highlighting all the strawberries in pinkish red! PHOTO UP SOON!!

after the "adventurous" trip we 'hunger' for more excitement!! going to Penang for FOOD! kekeke... i miss the food already!! mouth watery penang laksa!! O-Jien!!(fried oyster) cendol!!! LOBAK!! and the famous fry KUEY TIEW!!! AHHHHHHHHH!! *drools more than meeting hensom boi* 5 meals a day in penang.. a hungry trip not meant for weak stomaches =D ( darn it.. when i came back to kl i hv rediculously gain freaking 5kg!! OMFGBBQWTFLOL)
at nite was even amusing! my two tiko fren love to watch the seafood of the famous shell-fish aka 'lala' on the streets ourside clubs and pubs. we had a cup of drink and seated for awhile. dint really went in to club coz 3P cant do anything much.. plus HELLO HOW ABT ME? we had also notice that in penang the ratio of girls are higer than guys in the island of penang. where has all the guys gone to? KL? no wonder in ladies nite @ KL clubs become ghey's nite so often =X
after the light alcoholic c0cktail we had in the pub... =_+ a fren of mine said he feel dizzy.. WHAT? A CUP NIA U CANT TAKE IT. was like... duh.. nvm

the last day was kinda rush coz my fren need to go back to kl to meet his working partner or something i guess, we had our "high-tea" at around 4+ pm for seafood. at tambun i think? was a fishing village with a few restaurant neat the stinky river =_=
the food there kinda cheap thou, we ordered for like 7~8 seafood dishes and only costs us abt RM92?
hehe i been there years ago but dont really know the price coz wasnt me the one who foot the bill =X

back to kl with some corns, sweetpotatoes, a bottle of honey, some vegi for my mama, a box of penang famous ~~balls~~ biscuits "kim hiang" and a bunch of dirty laundry for the washing machine

eh i should be refine my FYP DOCs.. wtf am i doing here +_+...
happy valentines day to all couples and
singles! keep flirting!!

pre-feeling-fire-burning-my-ass

2009-02-08T02:46:00.003+08:00

=_+ hate hate hate hate hate ...... hate this feeling when i keep asking myself to finish up something and i keep giving myself excuse to do it tomorrow. who is that smart fella who come up with the sentence " there;s always tomorrow"? i had been using this and keep telling myself theres always tomoro while i wanna start doing my project?!? ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
i dont have much time left and i'm tat lazy-ass-gurl slacking around knowing my project gonna fail yet i'm still here WHATS WRONG WITH ME... i know seeking help is an option. outsource is a better option? =P but kinda sick and tired of this. can someone just do this dirty job for me!? +_+
maybe money can always solve these problem. i wished i had more money =D sometime i really felt that theres always someone that can solve my problem but not really willing to help me out coz i'm just ignorant and lazy. yes i said it i'm fking lazy when it comes to doing something like.... 'assignment/ project' sometime i really hope for JUST LE ME SIT 100% ON THE FREAKING EXAM ... best part is i'm really bad at managing my time slots. i would rather sit and glue my ass on the chair playing with something that really caught my attention.
i felt some people around me changed alot. mayb i did changed. and everyone else changed. towards me? or issit i changed to the level of making everyone else trying to adding barriers in between. trying to avoid trying to giv excuses like i did to myself. yet so far and even further. even close, the feeling of spontaneous in between wasnt there anymore. the words i heard might not be so true after all. or mayb is just to somehow entertain me and urself. i regret what i did. i'm always on the wrong time at the wrong place choosing the wrong path doing the wrong things the wrong person. why on earth i choose this path, just wish it could be a thousand times more simpler!!!

hehe anyway i'm just trying to express my 'emo-ness' GOING FOR A HOLIDAY SOONNNNN~~~~~ take a good break and will be back to suffer for a month or so

all time fav O_o

2009-02-04T16:01:00.006+08:00

all time sexy guys i'm talking about... =D
which i DID really enjoy watching and reading about... MIGHT be weird too...

----- Jay Chou ------

guess who's next? should be another singer... yes it is RAIN... BI
*drools* i love him as a dancer... O_O you can google for his photo. i'm afraid my saliva drooling all round my keyboard

next is daniel wu the HK actor, kevin cheng the HK actor too... lets see who else...
yea i prefer yellow skin =x how abt barack obama?

opps he's not yellow skin... BUT HE GOT A BODY TO SHOW!!!! looks like david =x

never mind the two disgusting body above.... my all time fav still goes to~~

*whistle~* sexy ass =x HIS ACT IS SEXY... his ass is also sexy... his short tight pants is the sexiest..
kinda forgotten for awhile after he got married real life... untill i saw a game show in TV on CNY...
with few other jap celebrities. HARDO GEI... is still HWAT =D *HOOOOOOOOOOOO*

*search youtube for more hardo gei in action HOOOOOOOO*

after cny post

2009-02-04T15:04:00.002+08:00

i hate cny....

1st- i'm OLDER?
2nd- i celebrate cny by helping my mama while my sis get emo after my mama ask her do some tiny little things...
3th- get summon by relatives to find/ show a bf ( =O hire part time boy fren?)
4th- LOU SANG.... wtf la everyday also lou.... one day lou few time.. i need diet ok!!?!?!
5th- pre-cny shopping, i DO love to shop. but those RED clothes i brought never really wear more than once? ( i dint buy any RED clothes =p i brought a few set but never wear yet... HVNT WASH YET!) but i luv my new jeans tat i brought it for 18x after trying out in the same shop for 1hr ++ keeping my bfs waiting =X sry
6th- gamble.... +_+ i lose moneh to Mr Lim... i will get back from u SOONNNNNNNNN!!!!
7th- cousins!!! stop coming in to my room and beg tat u wanna play MAPLESTORY!!! IS MY GAME!! =x and also stop bugging me to turn on SPONGEBOB PS2 FOR U!! WE HAD MOVED ON TO PLAY XBOX NOW!!
8th- FOOD?!?! =p i made my move by not eating too much this year. gonna shyt it out anyway, y eat more than u needed?!?
9th - no more i guess...

=P thinking how to spend all my angpao monehs not much also and not gonna keep in bank this year..
and start my freaking FYP
after tat i can go for a FEW weeks holiday to somewhere as in drafted plan.

and special thx to one of my bestie BRIGHT FOR THE "weird snack" u brought from bangkok and thx to bright's mama for the "lap cheong"

Getting Older but he doesnt use his brain

2009-01-18T17:36:00.004+08:00

Gosh... STOP THE TIME PL0X!!
few months to go and i'll be graduating! my FYP is like, just the beginning of almost the end? this is kinda buggy. I HATE HATE HATE doing it. sigh, go back the the topic i was gonna start.

my bro is working now. he thinks he got a job and he'z better than i do. sheng if u read this post, ur so fking wrong. ur waiter/cashier job is bullshyt. working from noon to the evening earning 5/6 rm per hr? hello brother... u still need mama and papa send u to work. what else? u are such a baby. u need mama to pack lunch for u. and also fetch u back home. wtf? and asking them for rm10 per day? oh please dont make me laugh. so despo for a job, and now u hv it. a sucky one... i dont blame u, but ur work doesn't need a high skool grad to take it. and u r a fktard lazyass fker at home who doesnt have the strength to wash ur own dishes or pick up ur own clothes / rubbish and so much more to list. u can be the waiter to serve food and water to stranger for MONEY? thats CHEAPO!! and whats the best part?
u are so proud saying me " a pcs of junk wood" so loudly but u doesnt know what the fk i'm doing. u told ur fren that, i dont really mind, coz ur fking fren is not better than yourself :) i dont even have to explain what i'm doing everyday too. coz tats non of ur business.
oh yea u cant even afford to buy urself a leather shoe for work, instead u buy an Xbox? if u are so 'great' that u have this job. again brother i'm so tired of arguing with u the mindless one, y still complain to mama ur job is boring? since u told the manager u gonna work till April? lol i'm sadistic enough to see how u suffer this. cny eve u will be at work, cny u working? gosh.. pity u bro.
did i forget something? omg.. sry i forgot u cant use any car at home. why? coz ur driving skill sux to the bottom of the rocks into the earth! beg me to fetch u. got ur license to show off but u dint hv the chance to use it yet anyway.
i'm also a fktard at stays at home not doing anything... i dint ask for a cent from them when i need to buy something for myself. yes i fking hate u alot shooting up into the sky into space. dont think u r everyone's fav guy. is just ur imaginary thinking tat giv this this illusion. the way u use ur words when talking to elders is like showing off ur achievement of nothingness ... and u never giv a dam of whats going round than urself. if ur so 'proud' find ur own way to go work, support ur own studies, ur life. almost forget abt ur new gf....
about ur blind gf, LOL i think i shouldn't giv anymore comments on her and u.
ur ex.. she is lucky tat she left u

end of it, the ideal way should be
job looking for u, not u looking for job. take that as a tips for ur life

welcome 2009

2009-01-02T04:40:00.002+08:00

shyt good bye to 2008... i hated 2008 so much that i have got myself muted to what had i been thru ....

i hope 2009 to be a better year for me. i hope is not too late for me to list up my new year resolution...by maybe next post.

sorry that i have been MIA since before Christmas?
had to clear my mind, and think for myself for a bit here

oh well, i'm back trying to be better, to face my coming 3 months of nightmare

---gone----

HAHAHAH... HE SPEAK THE TRUTH!

2008-11-12T02:43:00.004+08:00

hehe HE IS RIGHT!!! posting a funny conversation

one anti -lala guy!!! XD alot more he said. but i m just too lazy to edit all XD

LOW-CLASS idiots robbed my car!

2008-11-11T17:06:00.000+08:00

*read in ah lian style for enjoyment*
walao yday la.. my ah ma and ah pa went tmm(tian mi mi = pak tor) at bkt jalil park the park with 3 lake one... they suddenly sampat wan go walk there for one hour say wan keep fit.. they sure park at the front parking at the main entrance of the park lo.. then ah when my ah ma come out of the car she saw many broken glass on the floor. she told my ah pa liao!.. but my ah pa say nvm.. lets go walk la... then my mama feel weird la of coz... she saw a man with a loius vuitton bag... she told me the bag she see the handle also know is FAKE coz the color a bit fade. then nvm la.. then go walk untill 7+ like tat la... sky also dark liao, dono what the fark they wan go walk there on weekday... never meet robber before la.. then walk bak to my car see the passenger sit mirror kena pecah.. then my treasure box kena open and all my petrol bill scatter on the seat... what de fark la.. curi all my rm1 notes ( parking money!) kira kira abt rm 40++ got.. with coins also... kns.. also curi my ah ma handphon.. lucki la my ah ma phone louya... then both of them happy happy go pasar malam summore... walao... like tat also can. then come bak....
" AH LINNNNNGGGGG.... come down la "
' wadddd?"
" ur car mirror pecah la u got anything in ur car or not?"
" ohh.. no.. " ...." where both of u go?"
" ohh pasar malam"
-.-.... beh tahan both of u la... say me say ting not clear.. both of u like say liao = never say

alright, done with the story
i was kinda tired yesterday coz i dint had a good sleep on monday. so then they said my car was in this condition i was like.... " O_o? okie" i dint really felt anything at all. why? reason was my car is like a rubbish bin. going to all the dirty place with my car. who use it? MY MOM... going to the market, going to school to fetch my bros and sis, going to the park for jogging and going out with my car on rainy days. reason is... " ohh ur car smaller and cheaper and dirtier and looks broken" let me ask another question back... WHO USES MY CAR TO DO ALL THESE THINGS?
=_= all i did was taking my car out at night or going to college. how much 'dirt' i will bring into my car since i only sit on the diver's seat. the logic she had is that i have to clean my car, like i'm ur maid to do all ur shyt that u left behind? *additional: MY CAR IS NOT LEATHER SEAT!! sweat , water, dirt can stain my car seat very well and .... my car is smelly coz of sweat + the food u used my car to 'tapau' food?!! +_+ i'm so tired of this mindless and unlogical arguing... tats y i dun even bother discussing this crap with my parents...
moral of the story is never leave anything in my car as if like ur own hse area....
mom's reaction after : freak out as usual and keep nagging over it
dad's : ----none-----
mine': not much... dont really bother too since they had already sent my car to replace the broken mirror.
total RM stolen: less than rm100
total RM spend for repair : rm150

trying to refresh my language!

2008-11-09T00:35:00.001+08:00

試験勉強する。。。頑張ります！！！　

a bit of everything

2008-11-07T03:21:00.000+08:00

my friends often ask what am i doing these days. i could only answer that i'm on study week. but it doesn't really answer their questions on what i am really doing. why? coz i'm doing nothing for sure :)
i'm wasn't proud of it at all. i'm SO bored and tired of this course. yea i hated it so much that on one of my previous assignment i planned for an EC form for it. i just cant wait for this freaking 4 months to end as fast as possible. why not just quit this misery? =_= how i wish to quit this shyt. but i cant, i'm always a person that likes to do something that i never tried before and after getting it, i quit doing it when i feel bored. simply the excuses of "i'm bored", but the real excuse that i had is that i'm not motivated. no matter how much i have push myself of doing so, after awhile i hated it. well i remembered when i was still a kid my mom sent me to english classes. i kinda hated it coz i used to be a very quiet girl, anti social and always stare blindly onto something. ( yea a dummy girl) my childhood was just an average memory to classify. in my pre-skool my mom sign me up for ballet classes ( quit after pre-skool)... in school i was often bullied by other girls and always pick on me to do something. ( =/ sad rite? half is true) and studies was average in some private school.. then moved to another private school and meet some better friends. here some some dramatic part where... " choose me to be ur best frwen forever" comes in. did many dirty tricks on a good pair of good friends and one of them somehow become my best friend. then requested my parents for money to sign up onto some art class, drawing some really cool and cute anime ( i got no idea what is that last time when i was like... 12? ) so called created like 5~6 pieces of art and then quit. bored of it coz i no longer go to that art class with my so called best fren that time. coz i made "NEW" and better friends.
move on to high school, i saw my childhood fren playing musical instrument; a guitar. again i asked my mama to let me sign up for music classes, buy me a guitar i will learn it forever. ( hehe my mom did really let me buy a guitar for like rm 500 for my first acoustic guitar) then i was bored again... those song i learn was not challenging at all. then i asked my tutor to get me an electric guitar (abt 1k++ with a mini amp) after i quited the music center and resume my lesson under his private classes. after awhile i left that classical guitar was the best suites me, i dig up my savings and buy myself a classical guitar which is kinda cheap... rm 100+ total lesson i end is at grade 7 or 6 standard...which i took abt 2yrs + to learn ( i dint take any exam, so it was not official) my reason to quit this time was i need to study for PMR? i still remember that time was like so popular among my classmates, me and winter knows how to play the guitar and showing off to everyone in class what song we know :)
so far the best year in my school years was in 4 and 5, where the greatest challenge was to be prepared for this stupid exam in yr 5 SPM. i admit i wasn't the best student in my year, but i get myself into the best class in the entire school. yeaps... it was going into pure science. it was pretty shameful when to see other classmates to score 100% in their maths papers, or when they score less than 90% they will circle their subjects they failed to get the perfect score. what i score? i'm ashamed to tell ... i did failed 'some' of my subjects. i went for tuition classes to refine my studies and some miserable 3 month focusing on my add maths. and chemistry. i missed those days alot. i missed my seat in class, i missed my friends that sat beside me, i missed the homework i copied, i missed the books i had that i never even use it. comes to think of it.. i hate my classes now.
opps i hv been whining too much now.. fast forward ... i went for language class since beginning of this year, then i was like tired of it coz of the admin of the language central sux! wtf... was kinda emo over them.. i called up for booking... and it happened for like few times that some of them never put my id on the booking. i hv to return home for this and miss quiet a few lessons. sometime i was too busy and forgot abt it. i guess i never attended my jap class for like 2month+ already... =_= and i paid 1k+ for the entire course that i couldn't finish
result..... i know a lil bit on how to draw and colors, could remember a lil on how to play guitars, able to speak, write and read a lil on jap. yea a bit of everything is me ... hehe same on guys i guess after i'm bored with u.. byebye? XD

again, i'm ok now

2008-11-03T05:14:00.000+08:00

guys! thx for the concern on my previous posts that i had made under a very stress and emo situation :) thinking back i was just trying to release my stress ( tats my way of doing it since i hv " hard time" sharing it with people around me) please dont take it personally. and stop asking me what had happened. including private IM. yes i still hate to take to a person that talks nothing and keeps whining on nothing. the most irritating thing is someone keep coming to bug me for some simple problem which is solvable by me giving up something that i have already bored of doing. why stress on it? if is such a simple thing... i dont mind, like i care for it, duh!!?
went to get my idol's album today, then i was thrilled.... 'woah~ the limited edition metal case~!! i must get it!!' i saw it in speedy i was like hooked ( i was with my aunt , accompany her going to the hypermarket to get her dog's pet food after my dinner with my family past sunday) i just grap it and the cashier print me the bill.... rm8x.xx i paid her... then i ask... " i tot theres some limited editon gift comes along with this limited edition case?" then she said... " ohh soli, only for pre-order customers onli. eu kan hab tis poster".....i said " this is the limited edition case i brought rite? should have come along with the accurate set of limited edition gift?" she said..." no wor... " ..... =_=''' got scammed rm 4x... moral of the story... ask before buying... and never buy in speedy... (if i'm not mistaken their pricing is a bit higer than others too).... the only conditon to buy in speedy is, when you are looking for some very 'limited' edition and rare to find it in some random music store. example: the secret album tat my idol secret movie =p . cost me abt rm 1xx back then, well it was worth it for the music quality was excellent.
here is part of my collection =D
got it from speedy =x

*bed time*

Air Batu Campur = ABC -- > thats it means

2008-10-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

nothing related to food actually. its relates to what happening to me now. i'm the crystal clear icy cool block of ice. then u shredded me into smaller bits so that u can fit me into the ice shaving machine. u turn on the switch, the razor shave me into tiny tiny bits, i hv become a small mountain of ice flakes.. aka snow, pure white still icy cool. just eating me like this is just too plain , u add jelly, nuts, beans, cendol, corn chucks, sago, fruits (optional) and more jellies if u like; then u add colorful syrups and a lil bit of condensed milk, last but not least ice cream as topping (optional too). there u go... u got ur ABC...

*google'd: giant ABC from some website*
*google'd via someone else's blog*

seems tasty huh?
yups... but wasnt a good news for me. this mixture of feeling really makes me feel terrible =_=
today day's MIP meeting was okay for me. but not a good news. my adviser was great ( way better than my supervisor, i'm serious... altho my supervisor is more influential. i feel super stress and panic to see her) bad news for me is that my proposal is too simple and i need to implement more advance function into my system. G R E A T. " you are a CSE student, this has no challenge for u".... OMFG... what the heck.. y am i that stupid to choose CSE in the first place. i dint know that i have choose the probably most regretful step in my life and the best part is that i just too late to realize it now.
i was so moody today, it was raining the whole evening. i sat on my table looking out to the sky.. kinda dark eh.. then i look to the street.. kinda empty ehh... then i stare... then a fulgy lizard come out of no where on the mosquito net on my window... DARN FULGY LIZARD... IT WAS LIKE... 7~8CM LONG.. WTF... =_=

*plays Love Song by Khalil Fang*

DIAM LA U... EMO

2008-10-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

I HV ENOUGH OF U. I;M SO PISSED UP WITH UR FK'IN ATTITUDE OK, IF U DUN WANNA HELP ME JUST DIAM LA. Y KEEP ASKING. HOW I DO IT, IS NOT UR FKING PROBLEM. I'M NOT A PERSON THAT WANNA DIP MY FOOT INTO SOME SHYT AROUND. I'M NOT THAT MINDLESS OK. U THINK I STUPID OR WHAT? TARD? PLZ LA, I KNOW WHATS WRONG WHATS RIGHT. I JUST WANNA COMPLETE IT. I CAN EXPLAIN IT ENOUGH. THOU SOMETIME I CANT AND GOT NO FKING IDEA WHAT IS THAT... BUT SINCE I NEVER FKING BEG FOR UR HELP. DUN COME FKING ASK ME ABT IT. AND HELLO DUN EVER COME ASKING ME AND WHEN I ASK SOMETHING U GIV ME A REPLY WHICH WASNT THE ANSWER. EVEN U CAN FINISH IT AND HAND IT IN ON TIME. IT DOESNT SHOWS UR BETTER THAN ME. AND DUN GIV ME TAT FEELING THAT U FKING UNDERSTAND WHAT U ARE DOING. IF U ARE BETTER THAN ME BY MILES AWAY... THINK AGAIN, COME TO MY SIT AND U WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. LIKE I CARE LIKE I GONNA BEG U FOR UR FKING HELP...

dun ever come disturb me when i'm emo. i never go argue with anyone. but this just what my mind is scolding someone. i apologize that im swearing and cursing . is just an expression no hard feelings. plz ignore this post, do not be some middleman and put up fire for me... i'm just stressed, needed some space to burst. i'm fine :)

whyyy?!?!

2008-10-18T04:06:00.000+08:00

i got this feeling again. happy sad worried restless moody hates confused angry love lost emo! *hidden meaning might be hard to understand and no names, do not be that perasan and think is urself that i'm talking bad about*

happy that i have hand in that stupid algo assignment, why the heck i even care for a stupid assignment like this. spend a night to finish up this assignment. what the heck. worried on my aplc, i dint hand in this assignment on friday. i plan EC for this. what story should i make up on. i'm kinda sad after reading at some girl's ( she hv a very nice name, valerie) deathnote for her parents brother, friends and her relatives. a very dramatic family story i can say. then, i cant believe myself was choosen in this so called " lucky draw" to be having MIP on tuesday, meeting my advisor Mr David Tan. great, i cant wait what's next. my FYP wasnt at a good stage. i got no idea what best i can impliment into my proposal. i'm lost. and yes, i have like only a 2~3hrs sleep since last nite and i'm still awake now. i have tried my best to understand prolog and haskell but i guess i have lost interest on it since last year. i continue for the sake of finishing this damn thing and get my ass off with a degree. thats all. dont worry, i'm not val, i'm a selfish girl that too 'kiasi' to die. i have tonnes of plans ahead and i'm not letting it go untill i have it in my hands ( unless i have it and i'm bored of it, i might consider throwing it away then) yes i'm that sinful maybe. i have fell inlove again into jay chou's music, i love rythme in 'wanderer's poet' and 'promised happiness'? i hope my chinese/ english transation wasnt that bad =) i guess i'm pretty moody these few days, i have got this feeling where no matter how much i done my project. i feel like its never ending. and everytime i start doing it i got this feeling that it was right and i wanted to find more about it. after awhile i'm out of words out of ideas. i was kinda angry today i blame myself for it, it was my fualt anyway for doing things last min. i felt a fren of mine as changed for the best or worst i got no idea. i have notice that after talking one big round of a topic, the answer i had is back to the main point. and i dint really get my answer anyway. today i asked winter a situation that happend between my fren. i asked what if i'm doing the same topic of assignment with u winter, will u willing to send me ur copy for me to look see as to guide me how to progress on my work? she answered yes and why not? she trusted me. i'm so glad to hear this as i'm thankful to have a fren like her. if u can think about this rationaly, IF u giv me ur copy of work. i would love to copy it, well i'm speechless. as i will wanna step into the pile of shyt to get myself dirty and smelly. i'm not that thick skin to beg u. if u r not willing to help out, then quit asking me abt my stuff. i really dont know if u changed or me. i just hope that i'm wrong that i'm too emo for the day and stress. even i'm not asking u to help me but stop doing that mini fly thing. i really hate it. is so annoying and doesnt help around much. recently harry's blog mention abt watches. talking about watches. i love watches. sometimes walking past them really caught my attention. especially on limited edition ones. well, as u see i love watches. but not all type of watches fancies me. well u see theres two type of watches i have so far ( i have more than 2 watches of course) theres one i walk past it for a couple of time. i love the shape and colour. after awhile i went back to the same shop to buy it. i wanted a new one, not the display version. but its last one, take it or leave it. do u think i will let it go after knowing it was a limited edition and is the last one in the shop? after walking away from it a couple of time and keep thinking abt the watch day and nite? well i did take it. another one is while i was window shopping one day, i saw it and i brought it. just that simple. but theres one part which made me in a deep delimma. to choose one. as i said i love watches. price is not the problem ( will it is problem when is over budget, assume tat all the watches currently display were in the range of price) to pick the glimmer classy look or pick the one which is simple yet elegant. i took the first option. i cant explain y. maybe i prefered that way, i prefer something that i could notice it. theres so many option that i can choose but sometime i guess i made the wrong move. theres once i decline. if i whould have that chance again i would go for it. maybe the chance i once had has dissapear, i'm waitting for a new option to come again. ( bored of watches... aiming for bags now =p)

just listen and shut up

2008-10-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

no idea who she is... BUT i cant say NO to jazzy music =)

+_+ pls slap me bak to reality

2008-10-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

T_T OMG.... in less than 20 days i gotta hand in my assignment and stuff and in less than 30days
is end one my sem already, lets see what else... and its HALF OF MY FINAL YEAR.
what have i done?
...
.....
.......
OHH TOTALLY NOTHING!?!?!?
i thought of it last nite while i couldn't sleep.
YES I DID PRE-PLAN MY HOLIDAYS!!! to try to AT LEAST start on the minor assignment; TODAY IS THURSDAY.. HALF OF MY HOLIDAY TOTALLY GONE... what have i done?!!
CLING WAKE UP NOW...
=/ i did start looking into those questions... but i really need a kick start. 24hr assignment is not really my cup of "COFFEE". kinda stress for nothing actually... but i can feel the stress coming and i know its burning my ass soon.

i really cant wait to finish this dam final year of mine.... i hateeeeeee being myself (lazy-ess)

T_T toopid... so wanna quit this now

Time of Eve ( Eve no Jikan)

2008-09-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

WATCH THIS .... I JUST LOVE THE GRAPHICS... DAM COOL ANIME!!!

oh btw u can find for the first epi via crunchyroll , search for Time of Eve OR JUST CLICK HERE
http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-440906/Time-of-Eve-Episode-1.html

or
official web

http://timeofeve.com/

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMMG!!!! +_+

what a year for a mooncake festival

2008-09-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

i was slacking as usual until i cant find anything to do!! ( getting my head out of thinking for my fyp and PMG assignment)
mooncake festival was just yesterday. dint have any fun at playing with candles and lantern coz it was raining in KL. was the most boring mooncake festival i ever had in life!! just a family dinner and tats all... 6 box of candle for my bros sis and 3 cousin from my dad's side came to my hse.
well, we used to go my mom's side to celebrate every year of my 20yrs of life! and i went up to my room and surf around , plus chatting with my online friends of coz. i hateeee my final year as i took majoring in software engineering T_T HATEEEEE

then... i was blogging around... click click click... look what have i found.... =_= freaks!! really expensive freaks!
http://deluxeduck.livejournal.com/

yea... LV MOONCAKE WTF.... i wonder how it tastes like... maybe the taste of luxury.

special dedication to jun, by BRO

2008-09-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

i know u love Bibo the penguin... SHE has been in my room for like .... dono how long... sleeping on my bed my pillow
i'm ok with this... is ok if i share a bit space on my bed..... BUT BiBO!!!!.... U PLAY MY NDS!!!!
i hate u!! BiBO u are just a penguin... u cant play my NDS... COZ IS MINE...this is what u get.... for taking away my NDS!!!

keke... jk ... just to tease my bro =x... <3 penguin

O_o meeting people via msn?

2008-09-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

*read at ur own risk, i show no mercy*

lol i hv been mia from msn for like.... again... and awhile for now :) i on msn to chat with people i know and when i wanted to find someone i will be on, i wont be switching it on and wait for someone to pm me (away, busy mode unless i forgot to switch it off) , well yea i wont stuck my ass infront of my pc anymore doing nothing......
and know what? i did some spring cleaning in my msn contacts, deleted alots da strangers that added me randomly (150+ / 400++) dont ask, i got no idea myself how i approved so much.
hmm... i login at off-peek hours and some lamer ( no idea who is tat idiot that added me for nothing last time, i have already delete this fella long ago) pm-ed me :

idiot: hihi~ wah so late only on9?
me: hi
idiot: i'm veli loneli.. i no gf very long edi...
what u doing so late? not sleep?
me: nope
idiot: lol
haha
what is ur fs email?
me: i never login my friendster long ago
idiot: u got pic?
wei.. u can reply me faster or not?
show me la
i wan 2 see
me: sry i'm not interested in u :)
idiot: oo

what the heck! so despo ?
Opps i think i forgot to block this fella email. this is so lame =_='''
i cant believe there's such life-less people that can just add a contact in msn and trying his luck to get a gf? lol... if a girl can talk to him for more than 15mins... i guess she's good for taking a job as a PR in a pub or shes despo for something too =x
but seriously... when ever i see someone chat this way in msn, totally turns me OFF!

ONs for me is something like charms, attitude, thinking, language and... u don't want me to list all of them :) lol

kinda think of it... i "used" to randomly add people into my 'ICQ' , =_= was like... 8~9 years ago?
i bet u did the same too. now i got no freaking idea whats my number and pw
yeah, using '1'= want, one or '2' = to , too, two or '4' = for , four and lots more
i find it difficult to read it now.
Is like reading " ohh i got tat 1 2.... i get tat 4 u , u 1 it ?"
lol take that.

again... a tag from cyrus~

2008-08-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

special thx to cyrus!~ now i got something to update in my blog~

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
i wish i would get marry when i look pretty enough in a wedding dress!

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
do nothing =D

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
whatever... i believe in karma , whats come around goes around~!

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i stunned for like few mins for this question.... +_+ i rather get fat then....

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
currently NOW... my dream is to get rid of FYP!!!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
HELL NO... T_T i love shopping

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
myself... i know i'm selfish.. whos not?... if i'm not here in this world u wouldn't hv known me XD whahaha

8. When was ur latest best moment?
split into my diving mask .... and watching everyone else doing it to clean theirs =x

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
well, yeah but not directly... i'll try to find the "right" time

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- really nice guy
- a bit sarcastic at times
- O_O should be the most hug-able guy i know!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
lub me lub me lub me!! tall dark fit outgoing with eyes nose mouth hair legs hands body clear skin ( i'm basically talking rubbish... )

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
a bad sign card stuck on my forehead?

13. What is your ambition?
omfg.... this question again... i not gonna answer it... ( i wanna be a billionaire!! )

14. Is anyone really perfect?
if it is, then i'm perfect!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
i rather die in poor and die in sadness.... i wan both!!

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
to be invincible girl!!!! :) ( dun think too much)

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
diff problems i'll share it on diff person... so there's no answer

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
my insurance policy!

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
tat i'm not retarded or disable! but i'm toopid is ok... i got smart friends =D

Tag 8 people:

eve

leng

+_+ others are tagged....

yet another random post from me

2008-08-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

Its been bad lately, just the beginning of this semester, i have already miss few classes and few classes in every week. Is not that i love to miss class, right i admit i'm freaking lazy.
I feel bored. I'm trying my best not to miss any since last week but i just cant help myself from begin overslept. Maybe I'm thinking too much lately. NO!... I'm daydreaming too much. I have tried to 'think' of my topic for my final year project; what if my topic is being rejected; what else should i think about; well i still haven't meet my supervisor thou. Sigh, i ended up login to my fav slacking 'game' that i have been hugging onto it since years back. Years after high school to now, i think back what have i accomplished. Nothing i guess. Money that i spend on unnecessary virtual pixels world, was that really worth it? estimated it reaches 2 thousand already maybe more than this amount. well, maybe for a total of 2/3 years time with this bunch of amount for entertainment might so called worth. I did really enjoy the moment i had and the friends i meet. Yeah, i meet them in real world for few times already; i have even meet those tat are from Singapore. I don't know if this is bad or what, recently i'm just very moody, and felt that what myself is doing; what am i aiming for; and what the heck am i rushing for. But it changed alot from what i used to missed, which is kinda aimless for now. I wasn't lost, just that i felt i should do more than what i am doing for these 2 years of nothingness.
Today(Sunday) i did nothing again as every week =x boring life . I woke up very late in the afternoon. You can guess what i did. *Turn on my lappy* pretty much that's what i did everyday if i'm not rushing for class. i wouldn't do any greater if i were in class anyway. Always trying to do something different but i fail because i just ignore myself......

Haha... i'm posting crap again!! ignore me rubbish post :) why the heck u bother to read till the end anyway =x
just kinda emo after 'spying' some of my friends blog. mine was just below average
rate by topics, interest, language some even on layouts!!

my sleep-ness nites

2008-08-01T16:09:00.000+08:00

=x not really tat much of things to think abt.. just tat i'm doing something with photo shop and i cant stop myself from not doing it!! when i started a project on this... ahhhh!!! i just must continue doing it until i finish , or just giv up and start a new
really got addicted for awhile , here's some of my works for the past few weeks

a minor project pre-requested by justin for his fav forum's siggy... XD so cute... i mean tat mushroom
this was the base image(originally from a screenshot in game taken at "someone else's home")... used abt 6-7 layers to hv this effect, just simply love tat mushroom XD
got bored awhile , while thinking what else i can do with tat toopid justin's request... keke
then i play with text effect... above ^
cool huh? i really love tat mirror effect
looks dam delicious rite? hahaha XD i love this effect... this took me 1hr learn how to set it -.- darn tat toopid tutorial... just show a simply screenshot and not telling me where to change

this ...... really simple just 3 layers will do.. Wa LaH~ the neon effect...
hehe i'm out of idea how to enhance this image and implement on a project =x... any idea? send me links and stuff... nice effect.. but i dono what to do with it

Obento~ oishi ne~

2008-07-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

looks nice
... no idea how it taste like... but is DAM KAWAII~~ (^-^)

there's the link
http://www.e-obento.com/mainichi-Frame-set.htm
click around u'll see more :)

eh kawans

2008-07-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

dear friends,
i know that u love me too much and love to invite me to ur parties , outing and even yam cha sessions.
i know that u guys have diff groups of friends, but u guys are from the same ex class we have together.
but there's one thing i still coulnt understand is why cant all of u kawans cant get together and talk together, why do u guys cannot hv parties outing yamcha sessions together as in joining in or also known as merge ur sessions together?....
i know u guys cant live without me.. XD
but i cannot split myself to two or even three.... i feel sorry for u guys when i say 'no' and is like not giving u guys some face or something... but hey... "both side of my hands are meat"
i hv tried to continuously going to boths side of diff group of ur parties... it works ok... but i try my best not to mention it and i dont wanna do it again....
and i always heard... " ohh she/he invited me too... but i guess other ppl there i'm not very closed to.. i dun think i'm going".... very lame =) but is ok to u... ur life ur friends u decide urself
i dono what's wrong with u guys... but i try my best to make it to join u guys... but seriously... if this happends again... i dono what can i do.. attend both? attend either one? or both i say no to...
=/ is hard to see ur friends again at uni life... others might be busy working or studying...
is even harder to keep saying no and stay at home (hehe.. i prefer staying at home... but is someone willing to pick me up.. i'd love to join u .. whahaha XD)

u dun be so perasan as if i was talking abt u...
no names are mention here...
---cookie being emo ------

New sub blog

2008-07-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

... feeling kinda mess up on this, so i kinda create another sub blog just for the stress-ness of my upcomming studies..
or u can say... happy here.... emo there at http://kookiecrumbles-fyp.blogspot.com/

final year orientation starts today

2008-07-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

=/ wasnt happy abt it
FYP is running around my head... i'm dam sleepy today
back to the same place same room same dam parking lot
last week of my holidays
seriously i really hate to go bak.... but think of after 9 months i'm glad... since i hv forced myself for 3yrs already
but think again... how can i suffer for 9 months? =/ agreed i'm lazy... super lazy
thinking abt jobs... =_=.... makes me think back of my part time in 'kudos'
it was ok... but .... (cant find the perfect word for it yet...)
really enjoy being in there, just that i felt bored.. tat's all
and... few things has changed... i;m not sure was it bad or good
just tat i might not get used to it
=.= opps hv da shop for my wardrobe , kinda empty for now

FAIL MATHS for lv 2 sem 3

2008-07-02T03:38:00.000+08:00

DAM... MATHS FAIL....*EMO*

=_= was expected... my first test i did badly (17/100 i guess)... 2nd so so... final exam... so so?
got 3 for it... i tot it suppose to be CF? not a BIG RED F? (1 lowest~ 15 highest)
i'm bored of this already... just hang on 9 months... and i'm off... i'm still thinking what should i do after that. continue for a double degree ( marketing?... but i hate writing essay; bad experience on a module taken at lv 1 ) or work? back to kudos? :) or something else that i had in mind...

well... today i went to register for my final year... payed a total of 8k+ for the fee =_= cant tell my parents that i fail and need a resit or re module... dun wan them to be disappointed + nags. this sem was my worst sem ever... due to myself working part-time at the beginning, was very distracted tat's y i quited kudos... to do my assignment + exams.. too bad i couldnt save maths T_T is ok.... HOPE they let me FAIL A MODULE .... if not mistaken they do let us fail a module in each year...

wasnt a big problem huh... but i still hv something in my mind tat keeps me thinking abt it... which was i wanted everything... but i cant tell what i exactly i want... +_+ this sux... wasnt in the mood.

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hehe... i still can continue lv 3 and dun hv to resit or re module la... xD
just got '3' really emo =S

imma diver now!!! ( course @ redang)

2008-06-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

=) i'm bak~ and my turn to crap abt my trip to becoming a certify diver ( open water)
was GREAT!! wasnt regret one bit ~ i got my tempo card as a diver... keke sounds cool huh?
well it started months ago when a fren of mine ask me to join him take this diving course... i just said... "ohh.. redang diving? okie ! i'm in" ( 5mins of thinking... i sign up O_o was kinda bored w/o plans since 'someone' cancelled the langkawi trip)
so yea... 4 days 3 nites as promised abt 6~7hrs bus trip from kl to kuala terengganu
set of on wed nite abt 830pm my hse to train station ktm serdang to ktm putra
there's a bus terminal there near 'the mall' and 'pwtc'
the bus to kuala terengganu set of at abt 10pm ( if not mistaken) .... the seats was quiet ok 3 seats per row. i couldnt sleep in the bus =S... play my DS for awhile and pass to my frendz to play lan games... and... keke... i fell asleep till the bus got its pit stop at some point at abt 2 or 3 am no idea wheres the place is... kinda blur at that time. so... dun bother abt that xD reached kuala terengganu bus terminal at 5am++.... a bit earlier than expected, waited till 6am+ some bus picked us up and went for breakfast at some Chinese shop. after that we went to some jetty to catch our boat trip TO REDANG ISLAND... keke finally to the main part of the whole story

the boat.... or ship... =_= ok.. tiny ship... the ride sux.. the seats... sux... the wave... @_@.... 50% of the ppl inside vomited... me? i slept... hahah xD funny... i can sleep in the ship while most of the people struggle with the shaky ride... i got no idea how long the ship ride takes... when i open my eyes its near the shore to the island already~ yaya~
oh yea.. almost forget my friends tat join me, let me intro a bit who is the divers XD
.:.: Divers to be :.:.

ME
WINTER
Boon Fui ( co-organizer for my side)
Tan Fang
Boon Fui's sis... lay kuan ( dint know if i spelt it correctly or not +_+; came tgt with her bf the organizer, a diver; Adam)
Harry ( adam's fren)

.:.: Friends went tgt with me w/o diving (enjoy the beach and snorkel:.:.

Eng Hong
Stery
Pooi Sun
Hock Guan
Huay Boon

ok continue my story =D
get off the toopid tiny ship and walk towards my resort... pelangi beach.... i guess or issit pelangi resort... STM!!
throw everything i hv into my room ( 4 person per room; sharing with winter, stery n huay boon) went for a light lunch and diver's meeting....watched the beginner's video... sign some application form and then got a demo on how to set up the eqs (by 2 pro instructor KC and Desmond)... and "GEAR UP! lets go into the water" woot~ my 1st day of diving training begins right away~

getting my hands on those eqs was kinda fun.... but it ends soon after i got to carry the oxygen TANK... OMFG... 10 or 15kg... +_+ wth... ok next eqs ready... get my wetsuit on... -.- not my size but hv to wear it coz no more others for me T_T... got the mask... mask w/o power.. i cant see "clearly"... but since mine is abt 350+ both eyes nearsighted... they said is ok to go in... oh well... just grap my fin and ready to go underwater... so.. here goes my day One. practice some skill and trying to breath thru mouth w/o sucking water into my nose... +_+ wasnt that great... pretty scary too... and as i said my wetsuit wasnt my size... water got in ... COLDD!!! T_T
clearing mask make me choke in the sea water alot... day one... i guess i drank few bottles of sea water already... lol... ok.. i miss something... weight belt.... omfg... adding another 1.5kg x 4!! walk towards to water and water towards the divers area... +_+ i can feel i sink into the sand when step into it... ahh tired day one; went bak to my room take a shower and hv BBQ dinner~ ( food there not bad... eat-able xD) later at nite we went for a walk on the sandy beach with the starry nite~... basically walked towards to the end of the line.. and reached reef ( a resort at the end)
heard of some plankton.... glows in the dark near the rocks.. O_O we went to search for it near the shore... and found a few... its called " blue sand" O_O glows in blue... as big as a dot... +_= very nice~ but i cant hold it for long... after sometime it will fade and stop glowing.. hv to throw it back into the water =/ bak to my room rest up for day 2; 9pm dive

8am+ hv to get my butt off the bed to hv a light breakfast... +_+ gotta go dive... cant sleep well the previous nite.. coz theres TWO 'soh poh' ( aka siau char bo ; crazy woman) in my room dint sleep and start talking funny things. +_+ i hv this problem with my ear.. i cant equalize the pressure within my ears... T_T and worst is that i keep suck water into my nose and panic went straight up to the top to breath.... on that time.. i tell myself i cant back up now... i wanna dive!! i wanna go deeper into the sea to see more... was pretty down at that time... coz i cant do those skill that kc and Desmond taught me the day before. =/ i went back to shore... nearer to practice it myself again... others was abt 5~6m deep i guess... i just cant do it. adam was with me helping me... then we went back to hv a short rest and change tank. had a short meeting... abt our weakness... obviously mine was keep breathing thru my nose... =_= started to feel a bit tension and stressed... y do everyone can do it and i CANT?!?!!? i dun wanna fail.. i wanted to dive badly. then we went back into training once more... same thing happened... they went deeper... i just cant do it.. i guess i hv already drink lots da sea water thru my nose already... again i went back to shore.. nearer i can "practice" it... then rina(divemaster i guess) came to save me... T_T kinda scary too.. she guide me... by... forcing me to suck the water thru my nose when i choke... keeping me underwater... is like a feeling of drowning xD well.... i did it.. O_O she let me use some other mask she brought along which is much clearer and cleaner than the current one i was using. i'm glad that i made it... all those dam salt water went into my nose +_+... she should hv come save me earlier...
again we went back to shore to change our tank.. i was requested to went into the water again once more 30 mins earlier... to show KC i can do it... everything goes well and the problem with my ear come again -_= dam!! i need time to equalize my ears
haiz... after that was the end of day 2 dive went back to room as day one's and diver's meeting at nite to discuss on next day's dive and a bit of theory on diving ; got a diver's log to keep

day 3~
same thing happends, dive dive dive... thinking abt it... tat's my last dive for the month
kinda miss it already. nite: went to an ice-cream shop to fill in our diver's log
i wanna take pic underwater... but +_+ sighs...
drank few cups of beer and chat awhile with da divers and a mini graduation party,

last day
slept for few hours and wake up 7 am in the morning to catch up to our boat back to main land
+_+ slept in bus and awake for sometime untill reached kl...
my dad offered to fetch me :)
went to hv dinner with my family at leisure mall
got my fav small bao ( xiao loung bao) yummy~
went home... and missing redang again....

here's just the beginning of my diving story =D
wasnt that exciting and happening.. but i really enjoyed it

2008-06-22T18:57:00.000+08:00

lol i love this letter... i hope i can modify this and put on apiit's parkings...

=_= pain on the ass

2008-06-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

the tittle says all....

------end of story---- (might edit for full story later)

Review: Nodame Cantabile Live Action

2008-06-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

O_O i cant help myself... i love this jdrama!!! ALOTTTTT

Tittle: Nodame Cantabile Live Action
Release: 2006
Language: Japanese (+ a bit of German, French and English)
Type: classical musical relates to orchestra , romance and comedy
Available in ; manga , anime
season 1 complete
season 2 (not so sure, but i guess is the continuation of season 1 in Europe; which... i hv ald watched two epi of it... more surprise ? keke.. no idea coz i dint catch up with this news yet)

what's so great with this drama? (IMO)
well, the main actor is hwat!!(name chaki) hehe... really cute with his expression and stuff. his hostel is nice.. he stay alone thou *wink* a good cook.. haha XD and a "good" cleaner; basically a perfectionist
and..... of coz the main actress(nodame) is SUBER KAWAII~~ yes yes... shes cute... and i love her hair!!! she stay next to chaki ( +_+ shez very into chaki... call herself chaki's wife , lol!! should see it for urself. chaki calls her hentai!~ yes.. shes pervert..)
they study in the same music academy and both plays piano... then chaki real dream was to be a conductor. of coz theres also other cast which is kinda cool too ... there's a guy name 'mine' ( read it as mi-ne) O_O his hair is blond , a rockstar wanna be.... who plays a violin... haha sounds pretty weird huh? and and... a alfro hair dude... which a gay.. who love chaki.. extremely dam funny... his eye... his hair... his shirt... LOL...
hmm... i cant really tell the whole story... coz U SHOULD WATCH IT!!! keke...

TURN ON UR AUDIO... IS MUSICAL!! CLASSIC... I LOVE CLASSICAL...

i giv it a 8.5 out of 10 ( kinda bored in the end .... coz it keeps flashbak to the previous screens ; boring to me.. coz i 'm watching it from my lappy while playing games =x the sound sux but the picture is ok.. i just wanna know the story)

where to watch it: i watch mine over HERE
i guess u can try to search it over ur preferred webby... or DL it... or.. buy dvd.. whatever

i'm planning to buy itz ost :) sounds GOOD to me...

watch this cute video =D

keke.... its call the "fart exercise" hahaha!!!

oh yea.. watch 'the hulk' yday...
not bad.. better than the previous one :)
i saw <3 tony stack from ironman

....zzzZZzzzz...

2008-06-09T03:48:00.000+08:00

=S... i'm posting on this weird timing... coz... i woke up and i cant sleep back +_+ darn
hmm... let's see what i have in my junk photo album.....

CHOCOLATE MUSHROOM
taste great... i guess is like abt 10+ pcs per box brought it in some jap candies fair at sunway ( my sis brought it... keke i just help her eat... i'm such a kind person)

cute huh? =D

okies... i took 25mins to upload, edit and post.. >_< try to get myself bak to sleep again~

OMG ANOTHER NEW PHONE!!!

2008-06-04T02:02:00.001+08:00

omg omg.... another one... *drools* looks like a GIANT square diamond O_O

girls best friend... DIAMONDSSSSS

AHHHH CLICK ON THIS LINK!!! MORE Prewty colours =D

http://disneymobile.jp/product/dm002sh/color.html

http://disneymobile.jp/hs/dm002sh/

T A G G E D By W I N T E R For Not Updating Mi Blog

2008-06-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

First Name - Tan
Nickname - cling , ling , yuki , cooki , labbit (rabid)
Birthday - june 19
Birthplace - KL
Time of Birth - forget... and not important
Single or taken - single
Zodiac sign - gemini

--This or That--
Flower or Chocolate - Cookies
Pepsi or Coke - coke
Rap or Rock - JAY CHOU!!
Relationship or One Night Stand - relationship
School or Work - School
Love or Money - love money
Movies or Music - both , but depands
Country or City - country seriously... BUT if i cant get what i need.. i prefer city
Sunny days or Rainy days - sunny
Friends or Family - family and friends

Have you ever
Lied - who doesnt?
Smoked - i did... for a social once
Broke someone's heart - mayb
Had your heart broken - sometime
Wish you were a prince/princess - nuuuuu
Liked someone who was taken - *think bak*... T_T nuuuuuu
Shaved your head - nuu
Been in love - sometime when i'm into something... yesss... after awhile i lost it.. lol
Used chopsticks - everyday
Sang in the mirror to yourself - no need

Favorites
Flower - no idea.... all types i like =x
Candy - LOLLIPOPS.... and.... JELLYBEANS... and .... JAWBREAKER.... and.... ALLLLL KINDA CANDIES LA
Song - current fav click on my teddy
Scent - my bday pressie few yrs bak...
Color - white
Musical Instrument - piano... but i got no idea how to play
Movie - none
Actor/Actress - all shuai ge and mei nu la
Word - " bye"
Junk food - nuts
Website - http://kookiecrumbles.blogspot.com/
Location - a place for lazy ppl to relax
Animal - puppy

Ever cried over someone - yes i'm a cry baby
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - sleep earlier
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - enchanted? lol!! no idea.. this is the last "fairytale" i ever watched +_+
Do you play any sports - sometime.. i think

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-
1. lazy
2. emo at times
3. lub kaypoh-ing around
4. STM
5. my jap is 1/4 bucket full only (skip lots da classes)
6. daydreaming alot
7. never sleep untill is morning
8. i hate ppl going into my personal stuff w/o permission ( esp. giving out my number)

I WANTED TO TAG BRIGHT.... BUT HE's MISSING IN BANGKOK HOW?!?~?

I GOT MY DS!!!!

2008-05-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

WHAHAHAHA XD just brought my DS yday for abt Rm720.... metallic rose, 1 gig memory....
OMG WITH 29 games..... +_+ cant finish exploring it in a nite...
anyway, the 1st game i started to play is the "Nintendogs - Dachshund & Friends (U)" HAHAHAHHa SO FUNNY!!! i name my dog BoBo =D keep calling her tru the mic... LOL!!! looks like a crazy girl talking to her DS... SO CUTE LEH... is a golden retriever ;)
i hv tried some other games as well, all using stylus , feel kinda tired after awhile =S
was thinking of creating a list of games i have and would lov to share with anyone here whom is also a DS owner =D also; psp games!! ( patapon!! funny too hahaa XD)

=D * off to explore more games*

poop CHASE!!! XD lols

2008-05-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

got this from winter... LOL!! luv tat bunny... BUNNY ROX!!!!11!1!! one!!!!!1

and happy mother's day to all of ur mother =x

i TAG YOU!!

2008-04-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

lol... tagged by WINTER!! =D i lub to answer it

1. who is your all-time inspiration?
me myself and I

2. if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? why?
=D WINTER OF COZ!! someone that i can really chat with, EVIL POK!! to entertain me with his art, and y only bloggers.... i'm new here..

3. where is the place that you want to go the most?
somewhere that i can relax and forget things that i dun wanna remember

4. do you believe in true love?
kinda ... mayb... when i found it

5. if you win $1 million, what would you do?
1mil USD? pound? well... i will double it...and double it... and double it... and *copy "and double it" X infinity...*

6. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
try to hint him =)

7. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
fun and nice to talk/share problems with , easy and outgoing and ... eh only three?

8. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
u wanna see my list of requirements? very long list... =3

9. which type of person you hate the most?
double faced person...

10. if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
i'm not a quiet person

11. what do you think is the most important in your life?
what ( not who) , obvious... wealth and health

12. are you a shopaholic?
50% yes

13. if you have a chance. which part of your character you would want to change?
lazyness... i'm very!

14. what would you do if have an off day?
sit back relax and do nth , ignore everyone else; i'm mentally very tired over some stuff =/

15. what is the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
everything that is 'shocking' to me

16. how do you feel now?
lost currently

17. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to have what i wish for

18.What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my family my friends my stuff

19. What is your ambition?
well, i tot of this when i was young, till now i hvnt got my answer.

20. If you could be anybody you want for a day,who would it be.Why?
why would i wanted to be someone else when i'm ok with what i am now?
ok... a billionaire's daughter

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You have to answer the survey with an honest heart.An honest heart will give you good luck for the entire year.You may imagine of one people or maybe some people not only one.Answer it,
What if your ex says..Why did you let me go?
(very mean answers below)
coz ur not my cup of tea... i'm bored with u.. so.. is ok if u wanna be just friends =)

I still love you.
but i dont love you

Will you go out with me?
sure~

Hey, can i give/ask you for a ride?
you giv me a ride

I cannot keep my promise to you.
yea.. go to hell =x

My friends say we don't look good together.
who is ur ~~f***ing~~ fren?, she/he's dam rite!

You have changed.
u changed too, and i changed for a better me

Can we get back together?
unless something change, but sry... 5% chance? nah... 0.5%

Oh, I knew what this is all about. You found someone else.
nope... i'm with no one

Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
O_o R-I-T-E.... i dont really care, why should i?

How can you forget our memories?
i choose to let go, and keep it somewhere. i dont need it anymore :)

I will always love you.
O_o ok... but i dont

Tagging:.... i TAG YOU!! =D

.... took so long to type this.... thx to bright... he told me he's bleeding... -_-'''' he need tampons... someone buy him a pack...mayb two!!

My Next Phone!!!!

2008-04-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

http://disneymobile.jp/product/index.html
wanna see more click here?
MORE MORE links!!!

OMG!!! I LOVE THIS PHONEEEEEEE
THIS IS A SEXY PHONE.. LUB IT!! O_o my current phone looks almost like that too just a bit scratchy... from nokia (model 6170 i guess =D)
weeee!~~ no more assignment!! got more time for myself again!!! whahah XD

-_- 30hr+ on going NO SLEEP

2008-04-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

wtf =_- one assignment... do in 2 days ( which is a 2month+ assignment) was totally not what i wish for...!!! still ok i guess coz on sunday i woke up at 12... went out to my fren hse to DO my assignment +_+ at least it was better than me staying at home doing it myself =/ and then i went on hanging around there and came home to shower for like less than 30mins and i went bak to my fren place to "TRY" to finish up at least something to hand in today... well... i dint finish it, just hand in what i have for now... i was trying to play with the login module whole nite... wow... i'm stupid.. haha XD sometime i really wonder y i choose to study this?!?! GOSH!...
+_+ u dun wanna be at my spot right now... i dun feel sleepy at all... but a lil messed up.. got a super headache...(totally worst that waking up drunk.. -_-'') and i got another assignment to hand in tomoro before 7pm. worst than a continues murderer nightmare... and.... "ZzZzZzZZZz" *knocked out*

oh >_=... i hvnt eatten anything since last nite till now... i dun feel hungry yet..

OH MY GWSH... i'm turing into a zombie... ZOMBIE COOKIE... awww... cute? =3

Right-tie!

2008-04-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

Your answers suggest that you are more Right Brain dominant. You are more visual, intuitive, and rely on your feelings. You tend to look at the whole picture first, then the details. Right brain thinkers can see the whole of a problem first before the details and view problems from different perspectives. They are creative, imaginative, and particularly good at solving open ended problems. People that are right brain dominant however, can suffer from too many approaches and can be scatterbrained. They also tend to be less organized, lack attention to detail, and have trouble explaining their ideas verbally.

---------got this from some application from face book--------------
true or false i got no idea =/ but i'm pretty sure i got a BIG PROBLEM on explaining what i'm trying to say and brings misunderstanding
ok mayb is true .. i'm always distracted when doin something

Mini puzzle

2008-04-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

Got this cutie at mid valley few weeks bak, a mini puzzle =D
is been so long i hvnt buy myself something...
the box of mini puzzle cost me rm25 and rm 25 for the frame ; total rm 50... not a big value for something i think is CUTE... haha
after i pay this i saw another one... A PINK BUNNY... omg... should hv brought that at the first place... oh well, i'll get that for sure if i'm going there once more!!! WEeEeEeee
here is the CUTE pic of my MINI WinnieTHEPooH PUZZLE!!!
kinda easy to pin them, those colours are too obvious

RECREATE MI BLOG

2008-04-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

=/ i used to blog... but non of them ARE BLOGGING... so HERE =) i'm trying to blog again
excuse me of my caps... i love them
i'm kinda stress over these assignment i hving on hand now =/ few days to go and i'm dead.. sigh..

oh yea... help out my buddy here =) watch this vid and rate it

Cookie's BLOG

say good bye to blogspot

busy 2010

Testing I

i'm so stupid...

i dont....

my darling! GF1

Happy New year 2010!

Movie Review : Sherlock Holmes

l0nely xmas again

soon gone 2009

the remake of cookie's blog!

mini message to earth

END of the BOSS nitemare?

*emo* too bad my money is not enough

@_@ relex for 5min, ccsd assignment is killing my brain cells!

Ex- Pan-Fee-Seous

another use of toothpaste!

mini SoftToy KeyChains

a simple personaly quiz ^^

'very late' spring cleaning

never change?

what will I be doing in few month time after i grad?

gosh!... sem break ending

pre-feeling-fire-burning-my-ass

all time fav O_o

after cny post

Getting Older but he doesnt use his brain

welcome 2009

HAHAHAH... HE SPEAK THE TRUTH!

LOW-CLASS idiots robbed my car!

trying to refresh my language!

a bit of everything

again, i'm ok now

Air Batu Campur = ABC -- > thats it means

DIAM LA U... *EMO*

whyyy?!?!

just listen and shut up

+_+ pls slap me bak to reality

Time of Eve ( Eve no Jikan)

what a year for a mooncake festival

special dedication to jun, by BRO

O_o meeting people via msn?

again... a tag from cyrus~

yet another random post from me

my sleep-ness nites

Obento~ oishi ne~

eh kawans

New sub blog

final year orientation starts today

FAIL MATHS for lv 2 sem 3

imma diver now!!! ( course @ redang)

=_= pain on the ass

Review: Nodame Cantabile Live Action

....zzzZZzzzz...

OMG ANOTHER NEW PHONE!!!

T A G G E D By W I N T E R For Not Updating Mi Blog

I GOT MY DS!!!!

poop CHASE!!! XD lols

i TAG YOU!!

My Next Phone!!!!

-_- 30hr+ on going NO SLEEP

Right-tie!

Mini puzzle

RECREATE MI BLOG

emo too bad my money is not enough

DIAM LA U... EMO