Getting Older but he doesnt use his brain

Gosh... STOP THE TIME PL0X!!
few months to go and i'll be graduating! my FYP is like, just the beginning of almost the end? this is kinda buggy. I HATE HATE HATE doing it. sigh, go back the the topic i was gonna start.

my bro is working now. he thinks he got a job and he'z better than i do. sheng if u read this post, ur so fking wrong. ur waiter/cashier job is bullshyt. working from noon to the evening earning 5/6 rm per hr? hello brother... u still need mama and papa send u to work. what else? u are such a baby. u need mama to pack lunch for u. and also fetch u back home. wtf? and asking them for rm10 per day? oh please dont make me laugh. so despo for a job, and now u hv it. a sucky one... i dont blame u, but ur work doesn't need a high skool grad to take it. and u r a fktard lazyass fker at home who doesnt have the strength to wash ur own dishes or pick up ur own clothes / rubbish and so much more to list. u can be the waiter to serve food and water to stranger for MONEY? thats CHEAPO!! and whats the best part?
u are so proud saying me " a pcs of junk wood" so loudly but u doesnt know what the fk i'm doing. u told ur fren that, i dont really mind, coz ur fking fren is not better than yourself :) i dont even have to explain what i'm doing everyday too. coz tats non of ur business.
oh yea u cant even afford to buy urself a leather shoe for work, instead u buy an Xbox? if u are so 'great' that u have this job. again brother i'm so tired of arguing with u the mindless one, y still complain to mama ur job is boring? since u told the manager u gonna work till April? lol i'm sadistic enough to see how u suffer this. cny eve u will be at work, cny u working? gosh.. pity u bro.
did i forget something? omg.. sry i forgot u cant use any car at home. why? coz ur driving skill sux to the bottom of the rocks into the earth! beg me to fetch u. got ur license to show off but u dint hv the chance to use it yet anyway.
i'm also a fktard at stays at home not doing anything... i dint ask for a cent from them when i need to buy something for myself. yes i fking hate u alot shooting up into the sky into space. dont think u r everyone's fav guy. is just ur imaginary thinking tat giv this this illusion. the way u use ur words when talking to elders is like showing off ur achievement of nothingness ... and u never giv a dam of whats going round than urself. if ur so 'proud' find ur own way to go work, support ur own studies, ur life. almost forget abt ur new gf....
about ur blind gf, LOL i think i shouldn't giv anymore comments on her and u.
ur ex.. she is lucky tat she left u


end of it, the ideal way should be
job looking for u, not u looking for job. take that as a tips for ur life

welcome 2009

shyt good bye to 2008... i hated 2008 so much that i have got myself muted to what had i been thru ....

i hope 2009 to be a better year for me. i hope is not too late for me to list up my new year resolution...by maybe next post.

sorry that i have been MIA since before Christmas?
had to clear my mind, and think for myself for a bit here

oh well, i'm back trying to be better, to face my coming 3 months of nightmare


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