mini message to earth

sry earth i did not turn off my light to show my support to save u from danger...
but earth i have turn off both my desktop and laptop whole day which takes up more energy than turning off all the lights in my house
i promises that when i'm done with my faking projects and assignment i will never turn on my desktop and laptop for more than 24hrs

^_^ P E A C E . E A R T H

END of the BOSS nitemare?

seriously i dont think i did well or what i expected on my FYP
i was rushing for things to be done
i'm slow at doing it
what did i miss out ?
- my doc, implementation part i just anyhow find some funny codes with the screen shot of the system... paste and explain a lil, no full codes, no full picture
- testing part, believe me i'm a great liar
- conclusion, wasted 2 pages of rubbish writings
- language - i hope i did well on my report of nothingness!
- Q analysis, partly i think i did ok, the rest was like... nvm
- i screw up the whole doc with some numbering in the beginning of tittle and empty in the end, but i hv 'try' to made an content page looks as 'nice' as possible
- my reference was a disaster (dun ask... i guess if i pass this i should "tong kai bai san" sry mei... i hv to kill ur chicks)
- my system proposal was nothing special, just manage to 'bluff' my supervisor on some functions
- the beginning part doesn't looks great at all to cover my FYP backside
- thank god i have made + - 15k of miserable words in my life
i have never felt happy.. i'm such a great liar with reference and citations to support my lies ( see i'm such a pro at this for 4 yrs already)

in the end i hv managed to get to apiit on time to print + bind my docs, it manage to pile up to 100 pages++ (full text of coz, i decided to take out some un'reference'ed images out coz i got no time to find where the heck that img i got it from) went to the 'shop' i was there waitting for my doc to be bind, then tat guy mess up mine and bind someone else's instead of mine FIRST... it was 1845 when i reached the lvl1 floor of the 'shop' i was there.. was waiting.. and someone that came by 1850 got to hand in his fyp first instead of mine at 1905... WTF WTF WTFFFFF

*emo*
but i would love to tank thanks my friends who helped me alot
bright - thx for sending me a demo of ur doc and gantt chart, w/o them i cant finish on time!!
jack - a big thanks for u to help me on my c#
someone call himself TAN AH BUI - thx for asking me back questions (alot of question) on my 'DELETE' function code when its not working well, for entertaining me the most and also on my survey
tony - thx for teaching me how to start my UML diagrams and spare a nite of rushing FYP and helping me a bit on the server side
jasmine- thx for helping me spread the survey link!
gling - thx for entertaining me when i was sometime a bit sot sot u were always there!
cyrus - thx for entertaining me also @ msn when i was too stress to continue my FYP
HONG!!! - thx alot for buying the tic!! whaha SEE U SOON!! remember our date k~
my friends who helped me on things i cant do, replacing me and talked to me when i was not happy.. well, another big thank you to all and also on the survey who made up 50 of real people clicking on the link
(special thx to my virtual and not so virtual friends - kane, kat, lisa, bjtard, cheok, bell mama, keo, ying , smelly bin [for always being here for the pass 4 years =D, dear kane and bjtard... if u are reading this... f u both!) my vice president and kev thx for the hottest gossips and supporting me =x)

if i dint list down ur name i'm really sorry! i will tank thank you personally

my mama - thx for not asking me to do something when i said i'm busy
my papa - thx for not asking me to turn on ur www.4D.com
my mei- thx for not disturbing me, helped mama when i was busy
my jun- thx for helping me play rock legend =x and buying me lunch!
my bro - thx for hosting ur 18th bday party at home and made me helping with all the stuff and u dint even thx me for helping in ur freaking blog, thx ur useless unhelpful fren like u instead, thx god i hv a bro like u

who else i'm missing...
some few people for bugging me thx for bugging me
some few people for not helping when i ask for help thx for giving me more problems, ur help is truly not helping.. thx!
and all the people i know who doesnt really helped me at all thx for not helping =D
aiks.. i should hv include this into my FYP doc "acknowledgment" page!!

dam ccsd... ur the mini boss i'm gonna catcha soon
i'm not gonna take ur re-sit or re-module !!
i'm at least gonna take 6 from u!! betta watcahout

*emo* too bad my money is not enough

T_T Y? coz i need my money to go Thailand and soon in may... y am i emo?!?! coz i cant use the money i HAVE to buy 2 things...

what 2 things??!?!!?

i hv set my eye on DMC-LX3
T_T nuuuuuu.....
whats another thing i wanna have?
THE COACH HERITAGE STRIPE TOTE

T_T.... *continue emo*

ask $$ from parents?

y should i?

@_@ relex for 5min, ccsd assignment is killing my brain cells!

latest song tat IS playing in my HEAD!!





and the most most most fav !!

Ex- Pan-Fee-Seous

*=x just some random tittle*
its 4am in the morning, i had been 'editing' my FYP system started at yday's afternoon after i pick up my bros from 'The Mines'. Jun get a sandwich@subway for me with took him for like less than 10mins before my arrival, y cant he do it? that i have to wait for him for like another 20mins+? i hate hate and hate waiting for someone without telling me how long i should wait for him. i hate to call someone that couldnt answer my call when i need him urgently... yes i'm bias and i still hated him... thx jun for his treat that cheers me up a lil while waitting.. coz i'm hungry =x
i'm like trying to stay away from McD coz the scale had rise again T_T.. nuuuuu!!!

maybe coz i'm stressed sometime and i feel hungry at few times faster =x

i'm excited yet panic and feeling nauseous

i'm excited coz in about a week more... my FYP burden will be over, my assignment will be completed

i'm also excited to see my darlings at www.coach.com =X i had set my eyes on some of these cutie lil darlings to be mine soon; will try to poison my mama on these... since she wanna get another one for herself... so.. i can pick up those i like and tell her.. use ur current one.. whahahah... DARLINGS ARE NEVER TOO MUCH!!

i'm stressed to finish everything ASAP
i'm excited and stressed coz my system is 80% done today and urged to finish all the functions by tomorrow to show it to my supervisor

i'm feeling panic coz my fyp due date is by wed next week on the 25
i'm stresssssed and panic coz my assignment due date is 5 days after the due date of my fyp

few days back.. i got a sms from a fren of mine that sound like this

dear all. my beloved father xxx(fren's dad's name) and ur dearest close friend now is in a great chronic of illness which he tempo suffer from brain dead n rite now coma in sjmc icu. i m here looking for ur wishes, pray n regards to him. plz spread me ur love to wake him up. tq

huh? wtf is this... i sent a late reply " what happend?" it dint reply me
i'm not sure is this a joke or not, but i dont wanna remind myself of what happened to my uncle and a friend of mine. mayb u can say that i'm inhuman, i dont really care if he is real or not. if ur dead, i still hv to life on, in short...

heck care

u wanna feel sad.. when someone die or something.. a person u dun get to see everyday, not even close to u... wtf u feeling sad for? knowing a person .. so what?
just open the newspaper... u can see someone passed away or even better killed in an accident... or suicide (reminds me of some girl killed herself and made it to the top story in forum, and theres actually someone feel very sad for her... and scolded me for saying something; wait till someone from ur real life die, u will cry for a week? month? year? forever?)

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=.= gosh... i cant wake up for friday classes... my phone's alarm nudges until batt. run dry LOL
what i did today was... trying to get some of my system function to work.. but dam it.. it keeps giv me something i least expected. it worked... partly work...
so mayb i call my system partly working ClingFTP.... i love to program i love to code i love doing all this
i'm celebrating every function working with a sip of icy carlsberg !!!

another use of toothpaste!

watch to de-stress after doing ur FYP!! =x

mini SoftToy KeyChains

not to be cute or trying to be creative O_o just got this idea pop up into my brain few months ago
when my mama gave me a key for my 'hse's rooms key' just an ordinary key with a ' string' as a 'keychain'.... i felt it was like a naked key. i cant stand key that plain. (lol yea i need something to tell me tats something and thats a key... even a dog has its own chain rite?!) i had STM and always... I MEAN ALWAYS mis-place my stuff; esp tiny ones. my siblings LVOE i mean LOVE to get toys from McD's happy meals ESP softtoys like from sesame street, hello kitty, etc and my ghey bro love to act cute by collecting teddies. we have so much of them in a box from tiny to a 3yr old size. the tiny ones are basiclly useless coz it'z so tiny even when u sit on it ur backside wont feel a thing... so i just tie the key with my fav EMO ELMO... it become my cute red special key chain =D
then my ghey bro copy my idea... he does the same for his with a cookie monster...
one day my mama mis-place her key... and found it somewhere in her room... might as well giv her another tiny bear to "stand out" from collecting dust bunnies in the box. wala~~! photo time...











aiks... i should be doing my fyp... see books and paper all around my table? =X excuses

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! stressss

fyp fyp fyp... end.of.post.

a simple personaly quiz ^^

after 'peeking' at cyrus's blog a post he made on some personality quiz at this link (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx); well y not giv it a try... is free ( yes i'm a cheapo)

Q: Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you?
A: A yellow corn field against a brilliant blue sky.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (O_o maybe.... is true?)

Q: What do you see near your feet?
A: A bottle
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (lol half is true i guess)

Q: Will you pick it up?
A: No
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (this is 100% true... as in i preferred to know someone in real life well enough first =x)

Q: You walk along and find water. In what form is the water?
A: A river
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. ( this is not so true... O_o no one dates me eh)

Q: You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like? please ans
A: A beautiful antique key
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. ( hmm... i dun really like to study hard... i love to learn something... half is true)

Q: Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it?
A: A hut with a garden full of flowers
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. ( grad by mid of 2009, looking for job very soon)

Q: What do you do next?
A: Look into the window
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. ( aiks... this is reading what i had in mind, darn FYP!!! GOSH... i hvnt started my career!! freaky!! )

Q: Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it?
A: A spider
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. ( true... i 'll wear t-shirt , short pants and slipper everywhere i go from now =X)

Q: Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see? p
A: A beach with waves crashing onto the sand.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (Opps... i tot girls are always like tat.... PMS ma)

*hint hint*

'very late' spring cleaning

=_= i have lost my Bluetooth device and i have ALSO lost my wireless mouse for my lappy...
i somehow arrange my room today and found some cutie figurine i brought while i was at Hong Kong few year back from a gacha machine! =D check it out....

it only cost RM5 after conversion. which was very cheap compare to getting it here in malaysia. which cost about rm8~rm10 each, in bad quality. these look more solid compare to those u get here. saw the blue thing behind most of every photo? =D thats blooQkazoo my sis get it for me when she went to taiwan with my parents =_= oh yea my cutie gacha figurines are not FOR SALE. hehe lets see what else i have to show...


ohh here is a small tiny gift from a cute boy from the orphanage ( when i went on an event for charity somewhere end of last year 08'), a very sweet cute lil boi name thigger (tig-ger not the one from winnie the pooh) he gave this to me as a reward after i 'helped' him colour his 'sand art' ( this fella took more than 5 pieces back) while he busy playing other games.





the size and price of the item doesnt matter. is the sincerity that counts. after helping 10 kids and one return with a sincere gift, i felt happy and i'm so proud to show off to anyone i know =D

never change?

i'm always in class on time =D

ok that wasnt true =X i'm always late since... since u know me. but something has changed. many things has change actually. i have see things on a different perspective and have notice that sometime explaining too much made me tired of it. i rather just look away and leave it for them to settle. in the another way round, i was at fault again. WHATS WRONG?!!? 'do this also u kena scold, never do also kena scold' cant u just finish the work u should do since we are sharing it under the same roof. u were there cant u just do it? wtf. i really hate to answer the phone. i'll just ignore all the calls till u guys pick it up. its always been me me me me and me. theres never u guys u guys u guys u guys and u guys... just today, i did help, and u took all the credits. i just kept quiet. but hey... u dont have to flame me up huh? u think i'm sitting there playing games? i hope i can play. i hope i can just relax but no i'm not i'm freaking stress on completing my stuff in less than 20days left. i stop playing games since last month. (opps ok exclude tat i play to rest my brain awhile)
they came back from their trip today and giv me tat face again. HUH? with that look that i'm a freeloader? ur exams so u have more priority than i do? how abt my project and assignment that i'm doing since i woke up in the morning rushing for tuesday to show it to my supervisor that i targeted for 70% completeness which i have only like 10%written 60% unwritten, u have ur plans , i dont have any? do i need to show u my plans?
sigh.............. W H A T E V E R!

i had enough! *points* u u u and u... stop treating me as a kid, stand in my shoe, sit on my chair, see the things on my way. u will know how do i feel..

- searching for my bluetooth usb device to upload some photo via phone!-