Wednesday, 12 November 2008

HAHAHAH... HE SPEAK THE TRUTH!

hehe HE IS RIGHT!!! posting a funny conversation

one anti -lala guy!!! XD alot more he said. but i m just too lazy to edit all XD

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

LOW-CLASS idiots robbed my car!

*read in ah lian style for enjoyment*
walao yday la.. my ah ma and ah pa went tmm(tian mi mi = pak tor) at bkt jalil park the park with 3 lake one... they suddenly sampat wan go walk there for one hour say wan keep fit.. they sure park at the front parking at the main entrance of the park lo.. then ah when my ah ma come out of the car she saw many broken glass on the floor. she told my ah pa liao!.. but my ah pa say nvm.. lets go walk la... then my mama feel weird la of coz... she saw a man with a loius vuitton bag... she told me the bag she see the handle also know is FAKE coz the color a bit fade. then nvm la.. then go walk untill 7+ like tat la... sky also dark liao, dono what the fark they wan go walk there on weekday... never meet robber before la.. then walk bak to my car see the passenger sit mirror kena pecah.. then my treasure box kena open and all my petrol bill scatter on the seat... what de fark la.. curi all my rm1 notes ( parking money!) kira kira abt rm 40++ got.. with coins also... kns.. also curi my ah ma handphon.. lucki la my ah ma phone louya... then both of them happy happy go pasar malam summore... walao... like tat also can. then come bak....
" AH LINNNNNGGGGG.... come down la "
' wadddd?"
" ur car mirror pecah la u got anything in ur car or not?"
" ohh.. no.. " ...." where both of u go?"
" ohh pasar malam"
-.-.... beh tahan both of u la... say me say ting not clear.. both of u like say liao = never say

alright, done with the story
i was kinda tired yesterday coz i dint had a good sleep on monday. so then they said my car was in this condition i was like.... " O_o? okie" i dint really felt anything at all. why? reason was my car is like a rubbish bin. going to all the dirty place with my car. who use it? MY MOM... going to the market, going to school to fetch my bros and sis, going to the park for jogging and going out with my car on rainy days. reason is... " ohh ur car smaller and cheaper and dirtier and looks broken" let me ask another question back... WHO USES MY CAR TO DO ALL THESE THINGS?
=_= all i did was taking my car out at night or going to college. how much 'dirt' i will bring into my car since i only sit on the diver's seat. the logic she had is that i have to clean my car, like i'm ur maid to do all ur shyt that u left behind? *additional: MY CAR IS NOT LEATHER SEAT!! sweat , water, dirt can stain my car seat very well and .... my car is smelly coz of sweat + the food u used my car to 'tapau' food?!! +_+ i'm so tired of this mindless and unlogical arguing... tats y i dun even bother discussing this crap with my parents...
moral of the story is never leave anything in my car as if like ur own hse area....
mom's reaction after : freak out as usual and keep nagging over it
dad's : ----none-----
mine': not much... dont really bother too since they had already sent my car to replace the broken mirror.
total RM stolen: less than rm100
total RM spend for repair : rm150

Sunday, 9 November 2008

trying to refresh my language!

試験勉強する。。。頑張ります!!! 

Friday, 7 November 2008

a bit of everything

my friends often ask what am i doing these days. i could only answer that i'm on study week. but it doesn't really answer their questions on what i am really doing. why? coz i'm doing nothing for sure :)
i'm wasn't proud of it at all. i'm SO bored and tired of this course. yea i hated it so much that on one of my previous assignment i planned for an EC form for it. i just cant wait for this freaking 4 months to end as fast as possible. why not just quit this misery? =_= how i wish to quit this shyt. but i cant, i'm always a person that likes to do something that i never tried before and after getting it, i quit doing it when i feel bored. simply the excuses of "i'm bored", but the real excuse that i had is that i'm not motivated. no matter how much i have push myself of doing so, after awhile i hated it. well i remembered when i was still a kid my mom sent me to english classes. i kinda hated it coz i used to be a very quiet girl, anti social and always stare blindly onto something. ( yea a dummy girl) my childhood was just an average memory to classify. in my pre-skool my mom sign me up for ballet classes ( quit after pre-skool)... in school i was often bullied by other girls and always pick on me to do something. ( =/ sad rite? half is true) and studies was average in some private school.. then moved to another private school and meet some better friends. here some some dramatic part where... " choose me to be ur best frwen forever" comes in. did many dirty tricks on a good pair of good friends and one of them somehow become my best friend. then requested my parents for money to sign up onto some art class, drawing some really cool and cute anime ( i got no idea what is that last time when i was like... 12? ) so called created like 5~6 pieces of art and then quit. bored of it coz i no longer go to that art class with my so called best fren that time. coz i made "NEW" and better friends.
move on to high school, i saw my childhood fren playing musical instrument; a guitar. again i asked my mama to let me sign up for music classes, buy me a guitar i will learn it forever. ( hehe my mom did really let me buy a guitar for like rm 500 for my first acoustic guitar) then i was bored again... those song i learn was not challenging at all. then i asked my tutor to get me an electric guitar (abt 1k++ with a mini amp) after i quited the music center and resume my lesson under his private classes. after awhile i left that classical guitar was the best suites me, i dig up my savings and buy myself a classical guitar which is kinda cheap... rm 100+ total lesson i end is at grade 7 or 6 standard...which i took abt 2yrs + to learn ( i dint take any exam, so it was not official) my reason to quit this time was i need to study for PMR? i still remember that time was like so popular among my classmates, me and winter knows how to play the guitar and showing off to everyone in class what song we know :)
so far the best year in my school years was in 4 and 5, where the greatest challenge was to be prepared for this stupid exam in yr 5 SPM. i admit i wasn't the best student in my year, but i get myself into the best class in the entire school. yeaps... it was going into pure science. it was pretty shameful when to see other classmates to score 100% in their maths papers, or when they score less than 90% they will circle their subjects they failed to get the perfect score. what i score? i'm ashamed to tell ... i did failed 'some' of my subjects. i went for tuition classes to refine my studies and some miserable 3 month focusing on my add maths. and chemistry. i missed those days alot. i missed my seat in class, i missed my friends that sat beside me, i missed the homework i copied, i missed the books i had that i never even use it. comes to think of it.. i hate my classes now.
opps i hv been whining too much now.. fast forward ... i went for language class since beginning of this year, then i was like tired of it coz of the admin of the language central sux! wtf... was kinda emo over them.. i called up for booking... and it happened for like few times that some of them never put my id on the booking. i hv to return home for this and miss quiet a few lessons. sometime i was too busy and forgot abt it. i guess i never attended my jap class for like 2month+ already... =_= and i paid 1k+ for the entire course that i couldn't finish
result..... i know a lil bit on how to draw and colors, could remember a lil on how to play guitars, able to speak, write and read a lil on jap. yea a bit of everything is me ... hehe same on guys i guess after i'm bored with u.. byebye? XD

Monday, 3 November 2008

again, i'm ok now

guys! thx for the concern on my previous posts that i had made under a very stress and emo situation :) thinking back i was just trying to release my stress ( tats my way of doing it since i hv " hard time" sharing it with people around me) please dont take it personally. and stop asking me what had happened. including private IM. yes i still hate to take to a person that talks nothing and keeps whining on nothing. the most irritating thing is someone keep coming to bug me for some simple problem which is solvable by me giving up something that i have already bored of doing. why stress on it? if is such a simple thing... i dont mind, like i care for it, duh!!?
went to get my idol's album today, then i was thrilled.... 'woah~ the limited edition metal case~!! i must get it!!' i saw it in speedy i was like hooked ( i was with my aunt , accompany her going to the hypermarket to get her dog's pet food after my dinner with my family past sunday) i just grap it and the cashier print me the bill.... rm8x.xx i paid her... then i ask... " i tot theres some limited editon gift comes along with this limited edition case?" then she said... " ohh soli, only for pre-order customers onli. eu kan hab tis poster".....i said " this is the limited edition case i brought rite? should have come along with the accurate set of limited edition gift?" she said..." no wor... " ..... =_=''' got scammed rm 4x... moral of the story... ask before buying... and never buy in speedy... (if i'm not mistaken their pricing is a bit higer than others too).... the only conditon to buy in speedy is, when you are looking for some very 'limited' edition and rare to find it in some random music store. example: the secret album tat my idol secret movie =p . cost me abt rm 1xx back then, well it was worth it for the music quality was excellent.
here is part of my collection =D
got it from speedy =x

*bed time*

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Air Batu Campur = ABC -- > thats it means

nothing related to food actually. its relates to what happening to me now. i'm the crystal clear icy cool block of ice. then u shredded me into smaller bits so that u can fit me into the ice shaving machine. u turn on the switch, the razor shave me into tiny tiny bits, i hv become a small mountain of ice flakes.. aka snow, pure white still icy cool. just eating me like this is just too plain , u add jelly, nuts, beans, cendol, corn chucks, sago, fruits (optional) and more jellies if u like; then u add colorful syrups and a lil bit of condensed milk, last but not least ice cream as topping (optional too). there u go... u got ur ABC...

*google'd: giant ABC from some website*
*google'd via someone else's blog*
seems tasty huh?
yups... but wasnt a good news for me. this mixture of feeling really makes me feel terrible =_=
today day's MIP meeting was okay for me. but not a good news. my adviser was great ( way better than my supervisor, i'm serious... altho my supervisor is more influential. i feel super stress and panic to see her) bad news for me is that my proposal is too simple and i need to implement more advance function into my system. G R E A T. " you are a CSE student, this has no challenge for u".... OMFG... what the heck.. y am i that stupid to choose CSE in the first place. i dint know that i have choose the probably most regretful step in my life and the best part is that i just too late to realize it now.
i was so moody today, it was raining the whole evening. i sat on my table looking out to the sky.. kinda dark eh.. then i look to the street.. kinda empty ehh... then i stare... then a fulgy lizard come out of no where on the mosquito net on my window... DARN FULGY LIZARD... IT WAS LIKE... 7~8CM LONG.. WTF... =_=

*plays Love Song by Khalil Fang*

Sunday, 19 October 2008

DIAM LA U... *EMO*

I HV ENOUGH OF U. I;M SO PISSED UP WITH UR FK'IN ATTITUDE OK, IF U DUN WANNA HELP ME JUST DIAM LA. Y KEEP ASKING. HOW I DO IT, IS NOT UR FKING PROBLEM. I'M NOT A PERSON THAT WANNA DIP MY FOOT INTO SOME SHYT AROUND. I'M NOT THAT MINDLESS OK. U THINK I STUPID OR WHAT? TARD? PLZ LA, I KNOW WHATS WRONG WHATS RIGHT. I JUST WANNA COMPLETE IT. I CAN EXPLAIN IT ENOUGH. THOU SOMETIME I CANT AND GOT NO FKING IDEA WHAT IS THAT... BUT SINCE I NEVER FKING BEG FOR UR HELP. DUN COME FKING ASK ME ABT IT. AND HELLO DUN EVER COME ASKING ME AND WHEN I ASK SOMETHING U GIV ME A REPLY WHICH WASNT THE ANSWER. EVEN U CAN FINISH IT AND HAND IT IN ON TIME. IT DOESNT SHOWS UR BETTER THAN ME. AND DUN GIV ME TAT FEELING THAT U FKING UNDERSTAND WHAT U ARE DOING. IF U ARE BETTER THAN ME BY MILES AWAY... THINK AGAIN, COME TO MY SIT AND U WILL KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. LIKE I CARE LIKE I GONNA BEG U FOR UR FKING HELP...

dun ever come disturb me when i'm emo. i never go argue with anyone. but this just what my mind is scolding someone. i apologize that im swearing and cursing . is just an expression no hard feelings. plz ignore this post, do not be some middleman and put up fire for me... i'm just stressed, needed some space to burst. i'm fine :)

Saturday, 18 October 2008

whyyy?!?!

i got this feeling again. happy sad worried restless moody hates confused angry love lost emo! *hidden meaning might be hard to understand and no names, do not be that perasan and think is urself that i'm talking bad about*
happy that i have hand in that stupid algo assignment, why the heck i even care for a stupid assignment like this. spend a night to finish up this assignment. what the heck. worried on my aplc, i dint hand in this assignment on friday. i plan EC for this. what story should i make up on. i'm kinda sad after reading at some girl's ( she hv a very nice name, valerie) deathnote for her parents brother, friends and her relatives. a very dramatic family story i can say. then, i cant believe myself was choosen in this so called " lucky draw" to be having MIP on tuesday, meeting my advisor Mr David Tan. great, i cant wait what's next. my FYP wasnt at a good stage. i got no idea what best i can impliment into my proposal. i'm lost. and yes, i have like only a 2~3hrs sleep since last nite and i'm still awake now. i have tried my best to understand prolog and haskell but i guess i have lost interest on it since last year. i continue for the sake of finishing this damn thing and get my ass off with a degree. thats all. dont worry, i'm not val, i'm a selfish girl that too 'kiasi' to die. i have tonnes of plans ahead and i'm not letting it go untill i have it in my hands ( unless i have it and i'm bored of it, i might consider throwing it away then) yes i'm that sinful maybe. i have fell inlove again into jay chou's music, i love rythme in 'wanderer's poet' and 'promised happiness'? i hope my chinese/ english transation wasnt that bad =)  i guess i'm pretty moody these few days, i have got this feeling where no matter how much i done my project. i feel like its never ending. and everytime i start doing it i got this feeling that it was right and i wanted to find more about it. after awhile i'm out of words out of ideas. i was kinda angry today i blame myself for it, it was my fualt anyway for doing things last min. i felt a fren of mine as changed for the best or worst i got no idea. i have notice that after talking one big round of a topic, the answer i had is back to the main point. and i dint really get my answer anyway. today i asked winter a situation that happend between my fren. i asked what if i'm doing the same topic of assignment with u winter, will u willing to send me ur copy for me to look see as to guide me how to progress on my work? she answered yes and why not? she trusted me. i'm so glad to hear this as i'm  thankful to have a fren like her. if u can think about this rationaly, IF u giv me ur copy of work. i would love to copy it, well i'm speechless. as i will wanna step into the pile of shyt to get myself dirty and smelly. i'm not that thick skin to beg u. if u r not willing to help out, then quit asking me abt my stuff. i really dont know if u changed or me. i just hope that i'm wrong that i'm too emo for the day and stress. even i'm not asking u to help me but stop doing that mini fly thing. i really hate it. is so annoying and doesnt help around much. recently harry's blog mention abt watches. talking about watches. i love watches. sometimes walking past them really caught my attention. especially on limited edition ones. well, as u see i love watches. but not all type of watches fancies me. well u see theres two type of watches i have so far ( i have more than 2 watches of course) theres one i walk past it for a couple of time. i love the shape and colour. after awhile i went back to the same shop to buy it. i wanted a new one, not the display version. but its last one, take it or leave it. do u think i will let it go after knowing it was a limited edition and is the last one in the shop? after walking away from it a couple of time and keep thinking abt the watch day and nite? well i did take it. another one is while i was window shopping one day, i saw it and i brought it. just that simple. but theres one part which made me in a deep delimma. to choose one. as i said i love watches. price is not the problem ( will it is problem when is over budget, assume tat all the watches currently display were in the range of price) to pick the glimmer classy look or pick the one which is simple yet elegant. i took the first option. i cant explain y. maybe i prefered that way, i prefer something that i could notice it. theres so many option that i can choose but sometime i guess i made the wrong move. theres once i decline. if i whould have that chance again i would go for it. maybe the chance i once had has dissapear, i'm waitting for a new option to come again. ( bored of watches... aiming for bags now =p)

Friday, 3 October 2008

just listen and shut up



no idea who she is... BUT i cant say NO to jazzy music =)

Thursday, 2 October 2008

+_+ pls slap me bak to reality

T_T OMG.... in less than 20 days i gotta hand in my assignment and stuff and in less than 30days
is end one my sem already, lets see what else... and its HALF OF MY FINAL YEAR.
what have i done?
...
.....
.......
OHH TOTALLY NOTHING!?!?!?
i thought of it last nite while i couldn't sleep.
YES I DID PRE-PLAN MY HOLIDAYS!!! to try to AT LEAST start on the minor assignment; TODAY IS THURSDAY.. HALF OF MY HOLIDAY TOTALLY GONE... what have i done?!!
CLING WAKE UP NOW...
=/ i did start looking into those questions... but i really need a kick start. 24hr assignment is not really my cup of "COFFEE". kinda stress for nothing actually... but i can feel the stress coming and i know its burning my ass soon.

i really cant wait to finish this dam final year of mine.... i hateeeeeee being myself (lazy-ess)

T_T toopid... so wanna quit this now

Monday, 22 September 2008

Time of Eve ( Eve no Jikan)



WATCH THIS .... I JUST LOVE THE GRAPHICS... DAM COOL ANIME!!!

oh btw u can find for the first epi via crunchyroll , search for Time of Eve OR JUST CLICK HERE
http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-440906/Time-of-Eve-Episode-1.html

or
official web

http://timeofeve.com/

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMMG!!!! +_+

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

what a year for a mooncake festival

i was slacking as usual until i cant find anything to do!! ( getting my head out of thinking for my fyp and PMG assignment)
mooncake festival was just yesterday. dint have any fun at playing with candles and lantern coz it was raining in KL. was the most boring mooncake festival i ever had in life!! just a family dinner and tats all... 6 box of candle for my bros sis and 3 cousin from my dad's side came to my hse.
well, we used to go my mom's side to celebrate every year of my 20yrs of life! and i went up to my room and surf around , plus chatting with my online friends of coz. i hateeee my final year as i took majoring in software engineering T_T HATEEEEE

then... i was blogging around... click click click... look what have i found.... =_= freaks!! really expensive freaks!
http://deluxeduck.livejournal.com/

yea... LV MOONCAKE WTF.... i wonder how it tastes like... maybe the taste of luxury.

Monday, 15 September 2008

special dedication to jun, by BRO

i know u love Bibo the penguin... SHE has been in my room for like .... dono how long... sleeping on my bed my pillow
i'm ok with this... is ok if i share a bit space on my bed..... BUT BiBO!!!!.... U PLAY MY NDS!!!!
i hate u!! BiBO u are just a penguin... u cant play my NDS... COZ IS MINE...this is what u get.... for taking away my NDS!!!

keke... jk ... just to tease my bro =x... <3 penguin

Wednesday, 3 September 2008

O_o meeting people via msn?

*read at ur own risk, i show no mercy*

lol i hv been mia from msn for like.... again... and awhile for now :) i on msn to chat with people i know and when i wanted to find someone i will be on, i wont be switching it on and wait for someone to pm me (away, busy mode unless i forgot to switch it off) , well yea i wont stuck my ass infront of my pc anymore doing nothing......
and know what? i did some spring cleaning in my msn contacts, deleted alots da strangers that added me randomly (150+ / 400++) dont ask, i got no idea myself how i approved so much.
hmm... i login at off-peek hours and some lamer ( no idea who is tat idiot that added me for nothing last time, i have already delete this fella long ago) pm-ed me :

idiot: hihi~ wah so late only on9?
me: hi
idiot: i'm veli loneli.. i no gf very long edi...
what u doing so late? not sleep?
me: nope
idiot: lol
haha
what is ur fs email?
me: i never login my friendster long ago
idiot: u got pic?
wei.. u can reply me faster or not?
show me la
i wan 2 see
me: sry i'm not interested in u :)
idiot: oo
what the heck! so despo ?
Opps i think i forgot to block this fella email. this is so lame =_='''
i cant believe there's such life-less people that can just add a contact in msn and trying his luck to get a gf? lol... if a girl can talk to him for more than 15mins... i guess she's good for taking a job as a PR in a pub or shes despo for something too =x
but seriously... when ever i see someone chat this way in msn, totally turns me OFF!

ONs for me is something like charms, attitude, thinking, language and... u don't want me to list all of them :) lol

kinda think of it... i "used" to randomly add people into my 'ICQ' , =_= was like... 8~9 years ago?
i bet u did the same too. now i got no freaking idea whats my number and pw
yeah, using '1'= want, one or '2' = to , too, two or '4' = for , four and lots more
i find it difficult to read it now.
Is like reading " ohh i got tat 1 2.... i get tat 4 u , u 1 it ?"
lol take that.

Thursday, 28 August 2008

again... a tag from cyrus~

special thx to cyrus!~ now i got something to update in my blog~

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
i wish i would get marry when i look pretty enough in a wedding dress!

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
do nothing =D

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
whatever... i believe in karma , whats come around goes around~!

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i stunned for like few mins for this question.... +_+ i rather get fat then....

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
currently NOW... my dream is to get rid of FYP!!!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
HELL NO... T_T i love shopping

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
myself... i know i'm selfish.. whos not?... if i'm not here in this world u wouldn't hv known me XD whahaha

8. When was ur latest best moment?
split into my diving mask .... and watching everyone else doing it to clean theirs =x

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
well, yeah but not directly... i'll try to find the "right" time

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- really nice guy
- a bit sarcastic at times
- O_O should be the most hug-able guy i know!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
lub me lub me lub me!! tall dark fit outgoing with eyes nose mouth hair legs hands body clear skin ( i'm basically talking rubbish... )

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
a bad sign card stuck on my forehead?

13. What is your ambition?
omfg.... this question again... i not gonna answer it... ( i wanna be a billionaire!! )

14. Is anyone really perfect?
if it is, then i'm perfect!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
i rather die in poor and die in sadness.... i wan both!!

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
to be invincible girl!!!! :) ( dun think too much)

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
diff problems i'll share it on diff person... so there's no answer

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
my insurance policy!

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?
tat i'm not retarded or disable! but i'm toopid is ok... i got smart friends =D

Tag 8 people:

eve

leng

+_+ others are tagged....




Monday, 4 August 2008

yet another random post from me

Its been bad lately, just the beginning of this semester, i have already miss few classes and few classes in every week. Is not that i love to miss class, right i admit i'm freaking lazy.
I feel bored. I'm trying my best not to miss any since last week but i just cant help myself from begin overslept. Maybe I'm thinking too much lately. NO!... I'm daydreaming too much. I have tried to 'think' of my topic for my final year project; what if my topic is being rejected; what else should i think about; well i still haven't meet my supervisor thou. Sigh, i ended up login to my fav slacking 'game' that i have been hugging onto it since years back. Years after high school to now, i think back what have i accomplished. Nothing i guess. Money that i spend on unnecessary virtual pixels world, was that really worth it? estimated it reaches 2 thousand already maybe more than this amount. well, maybe for a total of 2/3 years time with this bunch of amount for entertainment might so called worth. I did really enjoy the moment i had and the friends i meet. Yeah, i meet them in real world for few times already; i have even meet those tat are from Singapore. I don't know if this is bad or what, recently i'm just very moody, and felt that what myself is doing; what am i aiming for; and what the heck am i rushing for. But it changed alot from what i used to missed, which is kinda aimless for now. I wasn't lost, just that i felt i should do more than what i am doing for these 2 years of nothingness.
Today(Sunday) i did nothing again as every week =x boring life . I woke up very late in the afternoon. You can guess what i did. *Turn on my lappy* pretty much that's what i did everyday if i'm not rushing for class. i wouldn't do any greater if i were in class anyway. Always trying to do something different but i fail because i just ignore myself......



Haha... i'm posting crap again!! ignore me rubbish post :) why the heck u bother to read till the end anyway =x
just kinda emo after 'spying' some of my friends blog. mine was just below average
rate by topics, interest, language some even on layouts!!

Friday, 1 August 2008

my sleep-ness nites

=x not really tat much of things to think abt.. just tat i'm doing something with photo shop and i cant stop myself from not doing it!! when i started a project on this... ahhhh!!! i just must continue doing it until i finish , or just giv up and start a new
really got addicted for awhile , here's some of my works for the past few weeks

a minor project pre-requested by justin for his fav forum's siggy... XD so cute... i mean tat mushroom
this was the base image(originally from a screenshot in game taken at "someone else's home")... used abt 6-7 layers to hv this effect, just simply love tat mushroom XD
got bored awhile , while thinking what else i can do with tat toopid justin's request... keke
then i play with text effect... above ^
cool huh? i really love tat mirror effect
looks dam delicious rite? hahaha XD i love this effect... this took me 1hr learn how to set it -.- darn tat toopid tutorial... just show a simply screenshot and not telling me where to change



this ...... really simple just 3 layers will do.. Wa LaH~ the neon effect...
hehe i'm out of idea how to enhance this image and implement on a project =x... any idea? send me links and stuff... nice effect.. but i dono what to do with it

Saturday, 19 July 2008

Obento~ oishi ne~


looks nice
... no idea how it taste like... but is DAM KAWAII~~ (^-^)

there's the link
http://www.e-obento.com/mainichi-Frame-set.htm
click around u'll see more :)

Friday, 18 July 2008

eh kawans

dear friends,
i know that u love me too much and love to invite me to ur parties , outing and even yam cha sessions.
i know that u guys have diff groups of friends, but u guys are from the same ex class we have together.
but there's one thing i still coulnt understand is why cant all of u kawans cant get together and talk together, why do u guys cannot hv parties outing yamcha sessions together as in joining in or also known as merge ur sessions together?....
i know u guys cant live without me.. XD
but i cannot split myself to two or even three.... i feel sorry for u guys when i say 'no' and is like not giving u guys some face or something... but hey... "both side of my hands are meat"
i hv tried to continuously going to boths side of diff group of ur parties... it works ok... but i try my best not to mention it and i dont wanna do it again....
and i always heard... " ohh she/he invited me too... but i guess other ppl there i'm not very closed to.. i dun think i'm going".... very lame =) but is ok to u... ur life ur friends u decide urself
i dono what's wrong with u guys... but i try my best to make it to join u guys... but seriously... if this happends again... i dono what can i do.. attend both? attend either one? or both i say no to...
=/ is hard to see ur friends again at uni life... others might be busy working or studying...
is even harder to keep saying no and stay at home (hehe.. i prefer staying at home... but is someone willing to pick me up.. i'd love to join u .. whahaha XD)

u dun be so perasan as if i was talking abt u...
no names are mention here...
---cookie being emo ------

Sunday, 13 July 2008

New sub blog

... feeling kinda mess up on this, so i kinda create another sub blog just for the stress-ness of my upcomming studies..
or u can say... happy here.... emo there at http://kookiecrumbles-fyp.blogspot.com/

Thursday, 10 July 2008

final year orientation starts today

=/ wasnt happy abt it
FYP is running around my head... i'm dam sleepy today
back to the same place same room same dam parking lot
last week of my holidays
seriously i really hate to go bak.... but think of after 9 months i'm glad... since i hv forced myself for 3yrs already
but think again... how can i suffer for 9 months? =/ agreed i'm lazy... super lazy
thinking abt jobs... =_=.... makes me think back of my part time in 'kudos'
it was ok... but .... (cant find the perfect word for it yet...)
really enjoy being in there, just that i felt bored.. tat's all
and... few things has changed... i;m not sure was it bad or good
just tat i might not get used to it
=.= opps hv da shop for my wardrobe , kinda empty for now

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

FAIL MATHS for lv 2 sem 3

DAM... MATHS FAIL....*EMO*

=_= was expected... my first test i did badly (17/100 i guess)... 2nd so so... final exam... so so?
got 3 for it... i tot it suppose to be CF? not a BIG RED F? (1 lowest~ 15 highest)
i'm bored of this already... just hang on 9 months... and i'm off... i'm still thinking what should i do after that. continue for a double degree ( marketing?... but i hate writing essay; bad experience on a module taken at lv 1 ) or work? back to kudos? :) or something else that i had in mind...

well... today i went to register for my final year... payed a total of 8k+ for the fee =_= cant tell my parents that i fail and need a resit or re module... dun wan them to be disappointed + nags. this sem was my worst sem ever... due to myself working part-time at the beginning, was very distracted tat's y i quited kudos... to do my assignment + exams.. too bad i couldnt save maths T_T is ok.... HOPE they let me FAIL A MODULE .... if not mistaken they do let us fail a module in each year...

wasnt a big problem huh... but i still hv something in my mind tat keeps me thinking abt it... which was i wanted everything... but i cant tell what i exactly i want... +_+ this sux... wasnt in the mood.

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hehe... i still can continue lv 3 and dun hv to resit or re module la... xD
just got '3' really emo =S

Monday, 30 June 2008

imma diver now!!! ( course @ redang)

=) i'm bak~ and my turn to crap abt my trip to becoming a certify diver ( open water)
was GREAT!! wasnt regret one bit ~ i got my tempo card as a diver... keke sounds cool huh?
well it started months ago when a fren of mine ask me to join him take this diving course... i just said... "ohh.. redang diving? okie ! i'm in" ( 5mins of thinking... i sign up O_o was kinda bored w/o plans since 'someone' cancelled the langkawi trip)
so yea... 4 days 3 nites as promised abt 6~7hrs bus trip from kl to kuala terengganu
set of on wed nite abt 830pm my hse to train station ktm serdang to ktm putra
there's a bus terminal there near 'the mall' and 'pwtc'
the bus to kuala terengganu set of at abt 10pm ( if not mistaken) .... the seats was quiet ok 3 seats per row. i couldnt sleep in the bus =S... play my DS for awhile and pass to my frendz to play lan games... and... keke... i fell asleep till the bus got its pit stop at some point at abt 2 or 3 am no idea wheres the place is... kinda blur at that time. so... dun bother abt that xD reached kuala terengganu bus terminal at 5am++.... a bit earlier than expected, waited till 6am+ some bus picked us up and went for breakfast at some Chinese shop. after that we went to some jetty to catch our boat trip TO REDANG ISLAND... keke finally to the main part of the whole story

the boat.... or ship... =_= ok.. tiny ship... the ride sux.. the seats... sux... the wave... @_@.... 50% of the ppl inside vomited... me? i slept... hahah xD funny... i can sleep in the ship while most of the people struggle with the shaky ride... i got no idea how long the ship ride takes... when i open my eyes its near the shore to the island already~ yaya~
oh yea.. almost forget my friends tat join me, let me intro a bit who is the divers XD
.:.: Divers to be :.:.
  • ME
  • WINTER
  • Boon Fui ( co-organizer for my side)
  • Tan Fang
  • Boon Fui's sis... lay kuan ( dint know if i spelt it correctly or not +_+; came tgt with her bf the organizer, a diver; Adam)
  • Harry ( adam's fren)
.:.: Friends went tgt with me w/o diving (enjoy the beach and snorkel:.:.
  • Eng Hong
  • Stery
  • Pooi Sun
  • Hock Guan
  • Huay Boon
ok continue my story =D
get off the toopid tiny ship and walk towards my resort... pelangi beach.... i guess or issit pelangi resort... STM!!
throw everything i hv into my room ( 4 person per room; sharing with winter, stery n huay boon) went for a light lunch and diver's meeting....watched the beginner's video... sign some application form and then got a demo on how to set up the eqs (by 2 pro instructor KC and Desmond)... and "GEAR UP! lets go into the water" woot~ my 1st day of diving training begins right away~

getting my hands on those eqs was kinda fun.... but it ends soon after i got to carry the oxygen TANK... OMFG... 10 or 15kg... +_+ wth... ok next eqs ready... get my wetsuit on... -.- not my size but hv to wear it coz no more others for me T_T... got the mask... mask w/o power.. i cant see "clearly"... but since mine is abt 350+ both eyes nearsighted... they said is ok to go in... oh well... just grap my fin and ready to go underwater... so.. here goes my day One. practice some skill and trying to breath thru mouth w/o sucking water into my nose... +_+ wasnt that great... pretty scary too... and as i said my wetsuit wasnt my size... water got in ... COLDD!!! T_T
clearing mask make me choke in the sea water alot... day one... i guess i drank few bottles of sea water already... lol... ok.. i miss something... weight belt.... omfg... adding another 1.5kg x 4!! walk towards to water and water towards the divers area... +_+ i can feel i sink into the sand when step into it... ahh tired day one; went bak to my room take a shower and hv BBQ dinner~ ( food there not bad... eat-able xD) later at nite we went for a walk on the sandy beach with the starry nite~... basically walked towards to the end of the line.. and reached reef ( a resort at the end)
heard of some plankton.... glows in the dark near the rocks.. O_O we went to search for it near the shore... and found a few... its called " blue sand" O_O glows in blue... as big as a dot... +_= very nice~ but i cant hold it for long... after sometime it will fade and stop glowing.. hv to throw it back into the water =/ bak to my room rest up for day 2; 9pm dive

8am+ hv to get my butt off the bed to hv a light breakfast... +_+ gotta go dive... cant sleep well the previous nite.. coz theres TWO 'soh poh' ( aka siau char bo ; crazy woman) in my room dint sleep and start talking funny things. +_+ i hv this problem with my ear.. i cant equalize the pressure within my ears... T_T and worst is that i keep suck water into my nose and panic went straight up to the top to breath.... on that time.. i tell myself i cant back up now... i wanna dive!! i wanna go deeper into the sea to see more... was pretty down at that time... coz i cant do those skill that kc and Desmond taught me the day before. =/ i went back to shore... nearer to practice it myself again... others was abt 5~6m deep i guess... i just cant do it. adam was with me helping me... then we went back to hv a short rest and change tank. had a short meeting... abt our weakness... obviously mine was keep breathing thru my nose... =_= started to feel a bit tension and stressed... y do everyone can do it and i CANT?!?!!? i dun wanna fail.. i wanted to dive badly. then we went back into training once more... same thing happened... they went deeper... i just cant do it.. i guess i hv already drink lots da sea water thru my nose already... again i went back to shore.. nearer i can "practice" it... then rina(divemaster i guess) came to save me... T_T kinda scary too.. she guide me... by... forcing me to suck the water thru my nose when i choke... keeping me underwater... is like a feeling of drowning xD well.... i did it.. O_O she let me use some other mask she brought along which is much clearer and cleaner than the current one i was using. i'm glad that i made it... all those dam salt water went into my nose +_+... she should hv come save me earlier...
again we went back to shore to change our tank.. i was requested to went into the water again once more 30 mins earlier... to show KC i can do it... everything goes well and the problem with my ear come again -_= dam!! i need time to equalize my ears
haiz... after that was the end of day 2 dive went back to room as day one's and diver's meeting at nite to discuss on next day's dive and a bit of theory on diving ; got a diver's log to keep

day 3~
same thing happends, dive dive dive... thinking abt it... tat's my last dive for the month
kinda miss it already. nite: went to an ice-cream shop to fill in our diver's log
i wanna take pic underwater... but +_+ sighs...
drank few cups of beer and chat awhile with da divers and a mini graduation party,

last day
slept for few hours and wake up 7 am in the morning to catch up to our boat back to main land
+_+ slept in bus and awake for sometime untill reached kl...
my dad offered to fetch me :)
went to hv dinner with my family at leisure mall
got my fav small bao ( xiao loung bao) yummy~
went home... and missing redang again....

here's just the beginning of my diving story =D
wasnt that exciting and happening.. but i really enjoyed it



Sunday, 22 June 2008


lol i love this letter... i hope i can modify this and put on apiit's parkings...

Thursday, 19 June 2008

=_= pain on the ass

the tittle says all....



------end of story---- (might edit for full story later)

Tuesday, 17 June 2008

Review: Nodame Cantabile Live Action

O_O i cant help myself... i love this jdrama!!! ALOTTTTT

Tittle: Nodame Cantabile Live Action
Release: 2006
Language: Japanese (+ a bit of German, French and English)
Type: classical musical relates to orchestra , romance and comedy
Available in ; manga , anime
season 1 complete
season 2 (not so sure, but i guess is the continuation of season 1 in Europe; which... i hv ald watched two epi of it... more surprise ? keke.. no idea coz i dint catch up with this news yet)

what's so great with this drama? (IMO)
well, the main actor is hwat!!(name chaki) hehe... really cute with his expression and stuff. his hostel is nice.. he stay alone thou *wink* a good cook.. haha XD and a "good" cleaner; basically a perfectionist
and..... of coz the main actress(nodame) is SUBER KAWAII~~ yes yes... shes cute... and i love her hair!!! she stay next to chaki ( +_+ shez very into chaki... call herself chaki's wife , lol!! should see it for urself. chaki calls her hentai!~ yes.. shes pervert..)
they study in the same music academy and both plays piano... then chaki real dream was to be a conductor. of coz theres also other cast which is kinda cool too ... there's a guy name 'mine' ( read it as mi-ne) O_O his hair is blond , a rockstar wanna be.... who plays a violin... haha sounds pretty weird huh? and and... a alfro hair dude... which a gay.. who love chaki.. extremely dam funny... his eye... his hair... his shirt... LOL...
hmm... i cant really tell the whole story... coz U SHOULD WATCH IT!!! keke...

TURN ON UR AUDIO... IS MUSICAL!! CLASSIC... I LOVE CLASSICAL...

i giv it a 8.5 out of 10 ( kinda bored in the end .... coz it keeps flashbak to the previous screens ; boring to me.. coz i 'm watching it from my lappy while playing games =x the sound sux but the picture is ok.. i just wanna know the story)

where to watch it: i watch mine over HERE
i guess u can try to search it over ur preferred webby... or DL it... or.. buy dvd.. whatever

i'm planning to buy itz ost :) sounds GOOD to me...

watch this cute video =D

keke.... its call the "fart exercise" hahaha!!!

oh yea.. watch 'the hulk' yday...
not bad.. better than the previous one :)
i saw <3 tony stack from ironman

Monday, 9 June 2008

....zzzZZzzzz...

=S... i'm posting on this weird timing... coz... i woke up and i cant sleep back +_+ darn
hmm... let's see what i have in my junk photo album.....

CHOCOLATE MUSHROOM
taste great... i guess is like abt 10+ pcs per box brought it in some jap candies fair at sunway ( my sis brought it... keke i just help her eat... i'm such a kind person)



cute huh? =D

okies... i took 25mins to upload, edit and post.. >_< try to get myself bak to sleep again~

Wednesday, 4 June 2008

OMG ANOTHER NEW PHONE!!!


omg omg.... another one... *drools* looks like a GIANT square diamond O_O











girls best friend... DIAMONDSSSSS

AHHHH CLICK ON THIS LINK!!! MORE Prewty colours =D

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T A G G E D By W I N T E R For Not Updating Mi Blog

First Name - Tan
Nickname - cling , ling , yuki , cooki , labbit (rabid)
Birthday - june 19
Birthplace - KL
Time of Birth - forget... and not important
Single or taken - single
Zodiac sign - gemini

--This or That--
Flower or Chocolate - Cookies
Pepsi or Coke - coke
Rap or Rock - JAY CHOU!!
Relationship or One Night Stand - relationship
School or Work - School
Love or Money - love money
Movies or Music - both , but depands
Country or City - country seriously... BUT if i cant get what i need.. i prefer city
Sunny days or Rainy days - sunny
Friends or Family - family and friends

Have you ever

Lied - who doesnt?
Smoked - i did... for a social once
Broke someone's heart - mayb
Had your heart broken - sometime
Wish you were a prince/princess - nuuuuu
Liked someone who was taken - *think bak*... T_T nuuuuuu
Shaved your head - nuu
Been in love - sometime when i'm into something... yesss... after awhile i lost it.. lol
Used chopsticks - everyday
Sang in the mirror to yourself - no need

Favorites
Flower - no idea.... all types i like =x
Candy - LOLLIPOPS.... and.... JELLYBEANS... and .... JAWBREAKER.... and.... ALLLLL KINDA CANDIES LA
Song - current fav click on my teddy
Scent - my bday pressie few yrs bak...
Color - white
Musical Instrument - piano... but i got no idea how to play
Movie - none
Actor/Actress - all shuai ge and mei nu la
Word - " bye"
Junk food - nuts
Website - http://kookiecrumbles.blogspot.com/
Location - a place for lazy ppl to relax
Animal - puppy

Ever cried over someone - yes i'm a cry baby
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - sleep earlier
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - enchanted? lol!! no idea.. this is the last "fairytale" i ever watched +_+
Do you play any sports - sometime.. i think

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-
1. lazy
2. emo at times
3. lub kaypoh-ing around
4. STM
5. my jap is 1/4 bucket full only (skip lots da classes)
6. daydreaming alot
7. never sleep untill is morning
8. i hate ppl going into my personal stuff w/o permission ( esp. giving out my number)

I WANTED TO TAG BRIGHT.... BUT HE's MISSING IN BANGKOK HOW?!?~?

Thursday, 15 May 2008

I GOT MY DS!!!!

WHAHAHAHA XD just brought my DS yday for abt Rm720.... metallic rose, 1 gig memory....
OMG WITH 29 games..... +_+ cant finish exploring it in a nite...
anyway, the 1st game i started to play is the "Nintendogs - Dachshund & Friends (U)" HAHAHAHHa SO FUNNY!!! i name my dog BoBo =D keep calling her tru the mic... LOL!!! looks like a crazy girl talking to her DS... SO CUTE LEH... is a golden retriever ;)
i hv tried some other games as well, all using stylus , feel kinda tired after awhile =S
was thinking of creating a list of games i have and would lov to share with anyone here whom is also a DS owner =D also; psp games!! ( patapon!! funny too hahaa XD)

=D * off to explore more games*

Sunday, 11 May 2008

poop CHASE!!! XD lols


got this from winter... LOL!! luv tat bunny... BUNNY ROX!!!!11!1!! one!!!!!1

and happy mother's day to all of ur mother =x

Wednesday, 30 April 2008

i TAG YOU!!

lol... tagged by WINTER!! =D i lub to answer it

1. who is your all-time inspiration?
me myself and I

2. if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? why?
=D WINTER OF COZ!! someone that i can really chat with, EVIL POK!! to entertain me with his art, and y only bloggers.... i'm new here..

3. where is the place that you want to go the most?
somewhere that i can relax and forget things that i dun wanna remember

4. do you believe in true love?
kinda ... mayb... when i found it

5. if you win $1 million, what would you do?
1mil USD? pound? well... i will double it...and double it... and double it... and *copy "and double it" X infinity...*

6. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
try to hint him =)

7. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
fun and nice to talk/share problems with , easy and outgoing and ... eh only three?

8. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
u wanna see my list of requirements? very long list... =3

9. which type of person you hate the most?
double faced person...

10. if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
i'm not a quiet person

11. what do you think is the most important in your life?
what ( not who) , obvious... wealth and health

12. are you a shopaholic?
50% yes

13. if you have a chance. which part of your character you would want to change?
lazyness... i'm very!

14. what would you do if have an off day?
sit back relax and do nth , ignore everyone else; i'm mentally very tired over some stuff =/

15. what is the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
everything that is 'shocking' to me

16. how do you feel now?
lost currently

17. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to have what i wish for

18.What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my family my friends my stuff

19. What is your ambition?
well, i tot of this when i was young, till now i hvnt got my answer.

20. If you could be anybody you want for a day,who would it be.Why?
why would i wanted to be someone else when i'm ok with what i am now?
ok... a billionaire's daughter

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You have to answer the survey with an honest heart.An honest heart will give you good luck for the entire year.You may imagine of one people or maybe some people not only one.Answer it,
What if your ex says..Why did you let me go?
(very mean answers below)
coz ur not my cup of tea... i'm bored with u.. so.. is ok if u wanna be just friends =)

I still love you.
but i dont love you

Will you go out with me?
sure~

Hey, can i give/ask you for a ride?
you giv me a ride

I cannot keep my promise to you.
yea.. go to hell =x

My friends say we don't look good together.
who is ur f***ing fren?, she/he's dam rite!

You have changed.
u changed too, and i changed for a better me

Can we get back together?
unless something change, but sry... 5% chance? nah... 0.5%

Oh, I knew what this is all about. You found someone else.
nope... i'm with no one

Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
O_o R-I-T-E.... i dont really care, why should i?

How can you forget our memories?
i choose to let go, and keep it somewhere. i dont need it anymore :)

I will always love you.
O_o ok... but i dont


Tagging:.... i TAG YOU!! =D

.... took so long to type this.... thx to bright... he told me he's bleeding... -_-'''' he need tampons... someone buy him a pack...mayb two!!

Tuesday, 29 April 2008

My Next Phone!!!!





























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wanna see more click here?
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OMG!!! I LOVE THIS PHONEEEEEEE
THIS IS A SEXY PHONE.. LUB IT!! O_o my current phone looks almost like that too just a bit scratchy... from nokia (model 6170 i guess =D)
weeee!~~ no more assignment!! got more time for myself again!!! whahah XD

Monday, 28 April 2008

-_- 30hr+ on going NO SLEEP

wtf =_- one assignment... do in 2 days ( which is a 2month+ assignment) was totally not what i wish for...!!! still ok i guess coz on sunday i woke up at 12... went out to my fren hse to DO my assignment +_+ at least it was better than me staying at home doing it myself =/ and then i went on hanging around there and came home to shower for like less than 30mins and i went bak to my fren place to "TRY" to finish up at least something to hand in today... well... i dint finish it, just hand in what i have for now... i was trying to play with the login module whole nite... wow... i'm stupid.. haha XD sometime i really wonder y i choose to study this?!?! GOSH!...
+_+ u dun wanna be at my spot right now... i dun feel sleepy at all... but a lil messed up.. got a super headache...(totally worst that waking up drunk.. -_-'') and i got another assignment to hand in tomoro before 7pm. worst than a continues murderer nightmare... and.... "ZzZzZzZZZz" *knocked out*

oh >_=... i hvnt eatten anything since last nite till now... i dun feel hungry yet..

OH MY GWSH... i'm turing into a zombie... ZOMBIE COOKIE... awww... cute? =3

Sunday, 27 April 2008

Right-tie!


Your answers suggest that you are more Right Brain dominant. You are more visual, intuitive, and rely on your feelings. You tend to look at the whole picture first, then the details. Right brain thinkers can see the whole of a problem first before the details and view problems from different perspectives. They are creative, imaginative, and particularly good at solving open ended problems. People that are right brain dominant however, can suffer from too many approaches and can be scatterbrained. They also tend to be less organized, lack attention to detail, and have trouble explaining their ideas verbally.

---------got this from some application from face book--------------
true or false i got no idea =/ but i'm pretty sure i got a BIG PROBLEM on explaining what i'm trying to say and brings misunderstanding
ok mayb is true .. i'm always distracted when doin something

Wednesday, 23 April 2008

Mini puzzle

Got this cutie at mid valley few weeks bak, a mini puzzle =D
is been so long i hvnt buy myself something...
the box of mini puzzle cost me rm25 and rm 25 for the frame ; total rm 50... not a big value for something i think is CUTE... haha
after i pay this i saw another one... A PINK BUNNY... omg... should hv brought that at the first place... oh well, i'll get that for sure if i'm going there once more!!! WEeEeEeee
here is the CUTE pic of my MINI WinnieTHEPooH PUZZLE!!!
kinda easy to pin them, those colours are too obvious

RECREATE MI BLOG

=/ i used to blog... but non of them ARE BLOGGING... so HERE =) i'm trying to blog again
excuse me of my caps... i love them
i'm kinda stress over these assignment i hving on hand now =/ few days to go and i'm dead.. sigh..

oh yea... help out my buddy here =) watch this vid and rate it